Jamie

Jamie Jul 2014

If I tried harder back then
We wouldn't be here
I would be in love
And so would you
The words I wish you knew

So much time has passed
And all I have is regret
We don't have long till you leave
And this is what I long for

Me and you to burn
Brighter than the sun
With what time
We have left
Right now

When you leave so will I
Our sun will emplode
And it will swallow itself up
Slowly losing all its shine

And if will meet in a few years
The sun we left to die will explode
Amungst the night sky
And the remainder of the supernova lights
We shall share till we die

I want to fall hopelessly in love with you. Die when you leave hoping one day we can be together as right now we can't be

#love #sun #hope #wish #explode #supernova #ignite

Jamie Jul 2014

Worst Bit

I find myself
Dropping everything
When you come to me
I swallow my pride
Wishing you to be by my side

John Mayer - Man on the side

Jamie Jul 2014

That Feeling

I just know it
...
The feeling of knowing
With no proof
That I am the man on the side

#silence

Jamie Jul 2014

It's Time

We have been here before
Standing on the edge of a cliff
Knowing if we both jumped
We would pull through together
We wouldn't fall, we would fly

I should have jumped back then
I was ready, it was time
Praying
As I took the leap
Would your hand would reach mine?

This time, the cliff is not as steep
As I steady myself
Less sure now, as I was back then
Praying your hand will grasp for mine
It all feels rushed, time is on my mind

6 weeks left

#time #grasp #mine #leap

Jamie Jul 2014

Over and over

When you left
I died a hundred times
Hell was a place
That was too familiar for one

Knowing you would return
Never sure if it would be
As it was
After the hurt

Well ... guess who wants you again
All that hell I went through
I hate how I fall for you
Over and over

#over #again

Jamie Jul 2014

Alone

Yet another sleepless night
Everything going through my mind
I am slowly losing it
A matter of time before I snap

Nothing is right
Sleep,
Work,
Life.

Jamie Jun 2014

Changed

Currently I am drowning
I jumped in when I can't swim
I dug myself this hole
Life will be worse without you

Through lack of thought
Not being the person I was
When I met you
I have hurt you

I have become the person
I said I would never be
Sorry for all I have done
You really did, mean a lot to me

I don't love you and I didn't mean to lead you on.

#idiot #notmyself #somethingwasmissing