Jamie Morrison

Jamie Morrison Jun 2015

still

my lips still taste like our first kiss underneath the empty sky, your toxic taste stained my tongue with memories of guilt. Your breath filled my body with electricity as you kissed my neck, your every touch like a shock.Your voice still haunts me in my sleep, your empty promises and truthful lies. My body still shaking for your gentle touch and your constant persuasion. I can still feel your hands around my neck whenever I try to breathe.

Jamie Morrison Jun 2015

You're nothing

Oh honey, you were nothing more to him than a late night hookup & an attention giver. He didn't care that he hurt you & made you cry.
Oh darling, you need to be stronger than this, you're nothing more to him than a pretty face with a nice ***. He doesn't care that you think about him nonstop.
Oh baby, you need to wake up, he's still in love with her & you are just a bump in the road. He doesn't love you.

Jamie Morrison Jun 2015

I need you

Drown me in your kisses while you fill me with your love
Hold me in your arms and whisper nothings in my ear
Bite my neck and run your hands down my spine
Tell me you love me and that you need my by your side
Never leave me not now not ever
And keep me in your thoughts for ever and ever

Jamie Morrison May 2015

the first time

I remember the day I met you
And you didn't even notice me staring
Then we began speaking
And each word that came out of your mouth
Was like music to my ears
That only I could hear

I could feel your eyes burning a hole in my neck
As you looked me up and down
Yet when I turned your way
You didn’t even acknowledge me

You made me so mad
When you ignored me when he was here
But you filled me with love
When he was nowhere

I loved you
For moments you created
Without even knowing

The way you pulled me closer
That night on the dance floor
As our fingers intertwined
And your breath warmed my neck

The way you payed attention to me
When we were alone
Treating me like the only one

The way your laugh
Turned all my problems into dust
As you looked me deep into my eyes

The way you spoke to me
About your future
And I was no part of it

The way you ripped my heart out
Without even knowing it
As you chose your friend over me that night

The way I had to be okay
With you leaving me
Alone
And sad

I couldn't hate you
Trust me I tried
I couldn't because you didn't even know
That what you did was so wrong

I hated you purely because
I love you
And you never loved me.

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Jamie Morrison May 2015

foreign.

I tried to stop myself from falling for you, believe me, I tried. I tried to resist your soul filled laugh and the way you looked at me while I was working. And that night, on the empty dance floor, with your hands in mine. I did it, I fell for you. Hard. I tried to stop it, but they came crashing down on my heart after every ******* look and smile. After ever hug or conversation, I feel deeper and deeper. You occupied my mind with selfish thoughts of how I wanted you to be mine. I tried to be okay with you choosing him. And now, you’re gone and here I am, alone and empty. Thinking about all the missed opportunities that filled our friendship & reminiscing over photos we took. I fill this empty, broken hole with with the thought that one day we’d be in love.

#love #heartbreak #lonely #empty #boy #boys #left #heartache #remembering #foreign

Jamie Morrison May 2015

you

your lips, they taste like ***** shots and drunken memories. Your hands, they feel like warmth as you run them up and down my arm. Your breath, it feels like a whisper of a thousand angels as you breath deeply on my neck. Your eyes, they look like deep oceans and I want to explore them. Your arms, they feel like home when you hold me tightly. Your laugh, it sounds like happiness and I live to hear that sound.

#love #lonely #empty #boy #new #missing #inlove #heartache #loveme #newexperiences

Jamie Morrison May 2015

I wish I could, But I can't

I can’t make you love me
But oh, how I wish you would
I can’t force your affection
But ****, will you hold my hand?
I won’t force you,
But will you hold me?
Can you stay for a while
And turn my problems
Into dust

Could you stay for a while
And make me feel whole again
And kiss me like
I’m your entire world

Can you forget about
Everything and everyone else
And remember the time
We were in love

#love #broken #empty #heartache #separate