Everything changed when the weather did
I just happened to fall Before the leaves got a chance
Suddenly whispers sound like screaming
And i keep checking my phone in the evening
I wont reflect in the past for that will get me nowhere
I'll soon be an expert at pretending not care

You put the weight of the world on my shoulders
And complain that Im not standing up straighter

I don't want to be myself
she has too many secrets
I'm drowning in them and
there's no shore in sight
I keep too many things to myself
and it's poisoning me from the
inside out, I need help but
I don't want it...
someone drug me or fill
my bloodstream with alcohol
anything to erase my sense
of self, it wont help but it'll
let me forget for a night