I used to not think
or feel anything at all,
but now I think too much
and feel everything at once,
and I don't know which one's worse.

I used to think
The only way to not be
Scared of monsters was to become one

So I *did

You've never seen a mind but you know it exists.
I guess that's the same with faith.

My life is crumbling
and all I can do
is stand here, waiting for help.
I've helped myself all I can,
and bad things keep happening.
I need company,
I need love,
I need comfort.
My life is crumbling
and all I can do
is watch.

It's hard to see your friend
distance herself away
just for a boy who may
forget her name in a few months.
The hours we had
now belong to him,
and he tugs her away
from us and keeps her in his hold.
She's now friends with new people
and I understand people grow apart,
but I never knew how people
could leave long term friendships
for a relationship
that could end
any moment.