“I like you” he whispers as we lay intertwined

the touch of he skin and the way he touches my thigh

the corners of my mouth curl up to the sides

My fingers slide along your skin like the wave of the tide

your goosebumps raise as I trail your sides

tho goosebumps are mine and whats yours is mine.

You know,
Scarlet eyes bring me home.
Muddy fingertips and ****** fears,
Jokes laughed about from long past years.

Torn apart from legs and lace,
We've all seem to have forgotten our place.
Where did all my friends go tonight?
A sweet taste and bitter sight.

But you've all forgotten,
What it's like to forgive and forget.
I've lost myself,
In pages cold and steel hard wit.

Where did you go,
When did you leave?
Hold your breath,
You can no longer breathe.

Forgive and forget,
It's what friends do.
But you've all gone mad,
And can't remember what's true.

Rumors lost and friends misplaced,
I've lost you all in this rotting place.
Now all I've got is memories,
And a chemical taste.

maybe you didn’t feel it
when i licked myself
off of your lips.

maybe you didn’t feel it
when i traced the back of
your knees with my fingertips.

maybe you didn’t feel it
when you rolled over in the
morning and saw how well we fit.

i knew it when you
picked the eyelash off my  
cheek because it felt like a kiss.

i knew it when you
took the long way home so there’d
be a few less seconds to miss.

i knew it when you
would wake up and leave me because
my heart would contort into a fist-

all so i’d never have to let you go.
but you would never know.

I barely know you,
Yet my words just spill out with no filter.
I want you to just see me,
Without a mask and a little off kilter.

Crushes are weird.

It's just a little crush--really.
But it was a secret
For a reason I chose not to tell.
My friend found out today.
I freaked out--really.
But it's just a little crush, right?
Not one to last the lifetime.
If it was, I didn't have to keep it secret.
Right?

im sorry i can't help it that
i lick my lips imagining what yours taste like
and im sorry that my body shakes imagining
what yours would feel like against mine
and im sorry that my eyes water imagining
your eyes staring into mine
im sorry that im not enough for you