tell me ,
am i worth it?
did i do everything to deserve this
the sun it shines so bright on your skin
while the waves speak to me
saying “this is it”
i’ve found bliss
as i dig my toes into the sand
appreciating all i have
i would never change a thing
that helped me get right to this day


it was worth it

my demons come alive in the day time
not just at night ,
so if you ask me why
i never close my eyes ,
it just might be my mind filled with fright

with no chance of escape
i chase death to be my fate
should i hold my breath
i need not be saved
i must jump at the chance before it’s too late

hopeful to rise to heaven
as the demons cannot be risen
hopeful to leave this earth
with my body as their prison

if i should ever return
( that is believing in reincarnation)
amongst the streets a familiar face you’ve been missing

please , i beg of you

don’t tell my demons.

you know,
I do
I miss you


first
love
touch
kiss
****
first, well..

you were everything to me
tell me why it went wrong
I stuck out till the end but it didn't last very long

sad, I know were over now
yet I cant stop thinking
about my first ...

love
memory
happiness
sadness
****.
feelings in general


ok, so I admit
you were everything
and?
where are you now??