I just want you close.
I wanna hold you forever.

I wanna feel the goosebumps ---
When my shivering hairs stand
Just like how I stand with you
As you reach for my lips,
Tip toeing
(clutching my shoulders)
And I,
Lifting your waist a bit
Supporting your weight.
I can lift you now
Even after this
And for eternity.

I just want you near.
I wanna be with you forever.

I wanna feel your presence ---
When I know even your shadow shows
Just like how I show my love
As you show me your care,
Rubbing my back,
(patting my head)
And I,
Holding you hand
Playing with your fingers.
I can hold you now
Even after this
And until forever.

this poem
is not about you

even though
your spirit is in every word
your voice sounds strong
in the halls of my mind
telling me things
I am now sure
I want to know

this poem is
about me

trying to understand
you

eyes closed
brain quiet
breathing slowed
body relaxed
heart full

Let me be your darkness,
so you can shine your brightest.
Let me be your devil,
for your angels to ****.
Let me be your villain,
for you - the protagonist to reign.
Let me be your nightmare,
to hear your sigh of relief once awake.

Let me be the stain,
you cannot wash away.
Let me be your curse,
that you cannot run away from no matter what course.
Let me be the memories,
you want to erase.
Let me be your past,
that will continue to haunt you as time passes.
Let me be your sin,
that you desperately confess again and again.


Let me be these..
for me to be a part of your life, at least..
Oh let me be..
*So you can never be whole, without me.