I put off homework,
I put off meals,
I put off talking,
I put off chores,
I put off love,
I put off life.
I think
I'll do it tomorrow.

oddly calm in the face of
a downfall
love is a calamity
and we do love suffering,
don’t we?

Laying there on the dewy ground
I could feel the droplets slowly soaking through the blankets
The smell of the night air and fresh grass filled the sky
Looking at the bright stars
Shining like little pieces of the sun
Surrounded by the small voices of friends
The feeling of comfort around me
Warm bodies touching my cold skin
Something bright strikes the sky like a bullet
Magic passes our eyes with beautiful wonder
Warmth fills my body
Knowing new wishes are being made
And a closer connection is made with the people you love

I never learned how to heal

I learned whiskey from *****, and love from fear

But I don't know how to pick myself up after I fall

Or fix all the pieces that someone else broke