I can’t remember the last time
I walked in light,
nor how the sun felt on my skin,
it’s always dark in here
and while trying to make my way in any direction
I find myself stumbling upon souls I lost and souls I miss
and pieces of long forgotten feelings,
I find myself falling over words that can never be taken back
over regrets that have never been said,
I hurt myself
when I step on memories crashing under my feet and
on broken mirrors wearing my once bright face,
or on silent songs that once used to be loud.

Like a child learning how to ride a bike,
I will keep on falling over and over again,
but I’ll never learn
cause there is no one here to hold onto the saddle.

I knew I loved him
When I realized
I didn't expect anything
From him;
Not even his love.

i use a screen name
so no one sees my shame
or takes the blame
for my dying flame

I'm the same person
just a different version

So i can hide
it all inside
for all the times i cried
and lied
and all the times i wish i died
every time i tried
slicing my skin open wide

i use a screen name to let it all out
where i can use my voice to shout
i use a screen name
so i can be who i really am