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 Aug 2021 Graff1980
May
Chaos
 Aug 2021 Graff1980
May
Some people survive in chaos,
because chaos is how they grow,
Some people thrive in chaos,
because Chaos is all they know.
 Aug 2021 Graff1980
Rainswood
Beneath the cherry tree
in the back yard
of our first home
we buried our broken promises
deep in Virginia clay
True story. We sold our house with our old wedding bands buried in the yard. Seemed like an appropriate place to leave them.
 Aug 2021 Graff1980
Rainswood
the moon is sliced in half tonight
luminous in blackness

captivate my energies,
reconnect my circuitry

One more season to go

we just might make it
through this alive

no longer haunted
by the ugly ghosts of yesterday

the pulling tides
tugging,
gnawing at my mind

chickens bock comfortingly,
vultures no longer circle

Pour out my pain,
etch ink into my skin

Edit, delete.

loneliness retreats to the
dark corners of my mind

learning healthier patterns
wearing a happier face
Where have all the clowns gone
And the jugglers too.
I only walked down to the river
To sail a little paper boat
And when I returned
The picnic had been changed.

There were different people there
And no one knew my name
Or who told all the clowns to leave.
I found my brother and a friend
But they were both too sad to talk
Or tell me why the flowers died
And who ate all the chicken.

Too early for the fireworks show
There would be no sack races.
We waited for a three leg’d race
And learned the term was incorrect
And marked us as not truly woke.

The carousel began to move
And we lined up to take a ride
But it began to spin so fast
That no one could get on it.
The horses were all painted black
And lacking any sparkles.

Without the clowns and jugglers
The picnic was a total bust
And I felt it was time to go
But when I headed for the gate
It wasn’t where it used to be
And no one knew its whereabouts
So I’ve been wandering ever since
With no way to go home.
             ljm
Things are seldom what you want them to be.  And often there is no escape.
 Jul 2021 Graff1980
Elizabethanne

My Love
Your dreams are all made of war-
forged straight from your heart
You claim iron does not bend-
Only darling
I see you choking on the sulphur
Why do you give yourself to something so hateful?


My shining light
My dreams are all made of war-
forged straight from my soul
And it’s far easier to swing swords
never second guessing-
whose on the other end of the blade
If everyone is the enemy
then who do you have to mourn-
When you're standing alone on a killing field of your own making  
Dear heart
How could I not give it everything I have?
Do you all know how old I am?
If I tell you, will you run away?
Will you say that I am way too young
Or far too old and gray?

I see myself as middle aged
Some would tell me that’s a lie.
They’d tell me that the truth of age
Is really in the viewer’s eye.

I think it is a state of mind.
I’ve been around a while.
I’m not so young but I’m not old-
I say that with a smile.

I know a lot of useful things.
I know a lot of places.
I know how to make things work
And fill the empty spaces.

I can labor like a mule,
Or act like I’m the Queen.
I can charm the upper-crust
Or those who’s hands aren’t clean.

None of this depends on age,
It all depends on skill;
So don’t ask me how old I am-
I’m not over the hill.
                 ljm
Borrowed the title  phrase from Longfellow.  Thanks, H.W.
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