I c a n t e x p l a i n
the words have clogged in my throat,
yet i know so bad what i want to say,
oh how i wish so bad
my words could flourish
but please just understand
i cant explain.
i tell you
i will leave
and yet theres this irresistible pull in my chest
as if the contents will spill out of my ribs
when im away from you.
you said i didnt care
because if i did i wouldve given you more
but i cant give what i dont have.
Your jokes broke my trust
That’s how on edge I am
Your love language is simple,
It’s a playlist you created,
From the perspective of others,
Mine is complicated,
Mine is difficult,
Poetry is underrated.
They say what gives you so much pain?
And I falter
Even though your name runs like blood in my veins.
If I could write my million thoughts
I wouldn’t need to think anymore