Vic - Hello Poetry

Feb 2020

saint

texted you at 4am
sat on the kitchen counter and ate my pancakes
hoping to see the screen light up like your face
im so so far away

Vic Feb 2020

Note 330:

The tears keep pouring down my face like    b
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All you care about is my "safety"
While you're the ones who endanger me

Oh, you love me?
Say that again after you hit me and screamed

And when I say that
I don't wanna go on like this
All you can say is

"What? Oh darling, you know we love you and want the best for you. You can do so much better. Now listen to m-"

And just like all the other things you don't notice
it   h u r t s

A poem every day
8-2-20

#note #330 #parents #fight #abuse #hurt #broken #depression #tears #cry

Vic Feb 2020

Note 329:

I'm meeting an internet friend tomorrow,
And I'm very happy. My parents just aren't.

A poem every day
7-2-20

#note #329 #happy #sad #parents

Vic Feb 2020

Hurt

I'm not sorry in the way I thought I was.
I'm ******* hurt.

I keep trying to fill the empty little spots,
But without you it doesn't work.

I can manage to survive alone,
But my thoughts keep leading to you.

I keep thinking of you when I'm not supposed to,
And I don't know how I'll still pull through.

I love you. And I'm sorry, but you knew that already

This one's for you Ray. Again. I'm gonna stop apologising, you're probably sick of hearing it. This poem isn't enough to describe all my ******* feelings. Hell, it isn't even close. You remember how we only met for one day, and we started dating? What if we try again, even if just for friends. It can take as long as you'd like. I'm hopeless and really ******* hurt. And drunk too, but who cares?

#hurt #love #ex #ohwellwhocares

Vic Feb 2020

Note 328:

She opened up the window
And from the garden she heard a song

..."I'm gonna write a song for you
In a language, that doesn't exist on earth"...

The curtains were softly moved by the wind,
And she thought to herself

"How beautiful, A little song for me"

A poem every day.
6-2-20

I finally found the energy/inspiration to write a bit. This is a part of my new song :)

#note #328 #window #love #song #lyrics #girl #mysong #mylyrics

Vic Feb 2020

Note 327:

I'm trying to keep up
But it just makes me fall behind more

A poem every day.
5-2-20

#note #327 #idkman #uwu

Vic Feb 2020

Note 326:

Lost Boy - Ruth B

There was a time when I was alone
Nowhere to go and no place to call home
My only friend was the man in the moon
And even sometimes he would go away, too
Then one night, as I closed my eyes
I saw a shadow flying high
He came to me with the sweetest smile
Told me he wanted to talk for awhile
He said, "Peter Pan, that's what they call me
I promise that you'll never be lonely, " and ever since that day
I am a lost boy from Neverland
Usually hanging out with Peter Pan
And when we're bored we play in the woods
Always on the run from Captain Hook
"Run, run, lost boy, " they say to me
Away from all of reality
Neverland is home to lost boys like me
And lost boys like me are free
Neverland is home to lost boys like me
And lost boys like me are free
He sprinkled me in pixie dust and told me to believe
Believe in him and believe in me
Together we will fly away in a cloud of green
To your beautiful destiny
As we soared above the town that never loved me
I realized I finally had a family
Soon enough we reached Neverland
Peacefully my feet hit the sand
And ever since that day
I am a lost boy from Neverland
Usually hanging out with Peter Pan
And when we're bored we play in the woods
Always on the run from Captain Hook
"Run, run, lost boy, " they say to me
Away from all of reality
Neverland is home to lost boys like me
And lost boys like me are free
Neverland is home to lost boys like me
And lost boys like me are free
Peter Pan, Tinkerbell, Wendy Darling
Even Captain Hook, you are my perfect story book
Neverland, I love you so
You are now my home sweet home
Forever a lost boy at last
Peter Pan, Tinkerbell, Wendy Darling
Even Captain Hook, you are my perfect story book
Neverland, I love you so
You are now my home sweet home
Forever a lost boy at last
And for always I will say
I am a lost boy from Neverland
Usually hanging out with Peter Pan
And when we're bored we play in the woods
Always on the run from Captain Hook
"Run, run, lost boy, " they say to me
Away from all of reality
Neverland is home to lost boys like me
And lost boys like me are free
Neverland is home to lost boys like me
And lost boys like me are free

A poem every day
4-2-20

#note #326 #lost #lostboy #peterpan