Trying to drown my explosive thoughts in liquor

Timing is a hell.

Let's just love each other

in the afterlife.

If I could wake up tomorrow
And be someone new
I’d hope to be someone
That didn’t care about you

A person who wakes up
And smiles at the sun
Not a recluse
That hides from fun

Someone who looks in the mirror
And values themself
Not insecure
Loathing herself

I wish to be someone
Free as a bird
Not someone who cares
What others have heard

But when I wake up
I will still be me
Hoping and wishing
One day I’ll be free

I remember when we danced
In the night full of lights
You took me by the hand
And whispered a thank you
I didn't know why
Didn't know still

I remember our laughs
The shots, the bottles
I remember our goodbye
And that night the sky was crying
I remember it all
And now,
I have to remember to forget you.