It’s always hardest for me To be creative when I’m happy Because I just, I dunno, Want to enjoy the moment And then relive it over (and over) And over again Blushing at how nervous I was Giggling at memories of snarky quips And fighting grins Because those memories Are the best I can do
sometimes i wonder if words can ever be enough when someone else can make something wonderful with just their two sturdy hands and someone else can do something amazing with their incredible, supple body and someone else can speak something intriguing with their lovely, silken voice and someone else can make you happy with their better personality.
i have to thank you for what you said because, without it, i'd never've dared you ****** me off with your skepticism so now i'm out to prove you wrong (*******)
I am haunted by the things that embarrass me Every mistake, every misstep Comes rushing out As I lay in bed, trying to sleep And I’m desperate to cry aloud And I try to pretend That I vacuum them away Into my own Pandora’s box But that’s the trouble— It’s irresistible to open— And I fight the memories as they flood forward And I close my eyes and squirm— How can I make them stop? I can’t sleep for reliving every memory Of things I wish I’d never done The things that I question Did I make a stupid choice Or did he— And I blush and I curl up And I feel so alone And I can’t forget those awful things And I think it’s ruining me
Do you ever just smile And catch yourself wondering What caused it? And then you remember You were thinking about his smile And the goofy way he chuckles Right after you’ve said something clever But he doesn’t want to admit it’s clever And the way he fights a grin When he’s thinking something coy Right before he says it Or just at the memory Of all those countless times He’s stopped by to say hello Or maybe you’re remembering That smirk he had When he realized it was you…