I'm trying not to hate myself.

And I'm trying not to tear everyone down with me.

Its  new  year
I look back at past
I am on this road of hope looking for  you change
I  just wanted love and hope
You will never  understand me or see the good in me
I  want more then gifts  just  want you be my mom
be  the sun threw my darkest days
you are so stuck on the past
I have keep walking moving forward
the words  cut my skin and burned hole in my heart
I try so hard  make things better but end up lost at the end

seconds  tick  and  seconds  go.
tell  me  where  for  I  don't  know.
I  call  to  them  don't  go  so  fast.
but  they  continue  racing  past.
one  day  they'll  stop  for  me  alone  
and  then  ill  know  where  seconds  go.
keith Wilson 2015.

I walked the almost
Deserted beach
Late afternoon
The sun was minting coins
On the placid waters
It was indeed a beautiful
Day awakening my
Poetic imagination
I sat for a while deep
In thought
How could such a place
Turn so hostile and frightening
Storms and thunderous waves
shipwrecks, men drowned
Hostile predators deep under
The lashing waves?
I walked quietly away
At least today the sea
Was behaving itself

Keith   Wilson  
Birthwaite July 2015

I love my little garden, Lord
Which you have given to me
I thank you for this haven
Where you can set me free

I pray each night to give me strength
To sow more wondrous seed
And for you to bless the pretty birds
Who fly right in to feed

I bless you for my sight and smell
To enjoy the flowers so
And all the bees and butterflies
Who gently come and go

So bless my little garden Lord
It gives me peace and joy
For I have prayed each night to you
Since I was just a boy

Keith Wilson
Windermere, UK 2016

i guess darwinism
originated
on the islands
of gallapagos,
turtle turtle turtle *******!
but not on syracuse
or cyprus or corfu
watching mortality
when watching ***** develop
into arthritis and ****.