I used to write to no one in particular
my pieces were pretty not singular
but since you slammed that door
'Koye' thats what they roar

im frightened without you by my side
and i feel like a lost child
though im sure that one day you will come back
its pretty stupid to count on luck

i have a new friend who writes most of my works
he is pretty smart, when in my nerves
one bottle and down will go thousand of pieces
and another drowning amount of tears

you are still the one that keeps me awake
its true that my core you always do shake
a few days to valentine's
hope you be home, i will buy shampaign

it doesnt matter if i spelt it right
all i want is this to be my last lonely night
hope the sun will rise with your smile so bright
for you make my troubles all right

i know you do read my pieces
they are my tell a tale
i know in them you find glimpses
of how life without you is hell

you dont want me to write the last line
for reading my sorrows and laughing is fun and fine
my arms are still empty to hold you waist
my lips are dry, my tongue hungry for a taste

i love you... I will never forget to
i miss you... My world revolves on memories of you
i need you;.. You are one in a million
its all true... Nothing changes, never moving on

i just want you back!

you love me, that should start with a wether
huh we were never meant to be together
hope you are far in you new chapter
as for me i need a morning after

I was too blind to see it coming
but now im too hurt that i keep remembering
convictions of your lies
with wishes that i should die
or just that time would fly
and wake up to deny
your deeply felt love
just to get back the self i used to have

so i sit alone and try to forget as i remember
how we missed our second anniversary on september
its two months now and you still eating my cells
my body still growing pale
yesterday a friend was perplexed on how much i loved you
yesternight you texted and i said to you

fine i will tell you how much i want you back
with every wish that this time our love will work
im tired of eating your memories
i want you back with no apologies
now this is the part you are familiar with
where i beat myself and show my heart split
but not today because i got hope
that you will soon come home

just like femine to menstral chains
deep lovers dont get used to heart break pains
tear filled eyes
hear tear with forever lies
you didnt stay a day more
with no second thought you gave me a blow
dislocated jaws
beds turned to snow

stupid i feel remembering yesterday
with the promises that now stay at bay
you forgot im too made of clay
and i can get washed away

the day you left was also the day i died
the bitternes drained me to dry
to stop tears; that i try
bt its obvious i will never fly

so this is an open letter to you my darling
i miss those warm nights and pillow fightings
im still gathering my words to start writting
the problem is that i blab and write nothing

she called out and i followed the sound
through thorns and past snakes till she was
found
she reached out and i held her hand
i pulled her out and helped her stand
i dusted of her clothes
and prepaired her warm bath
i did let her drink from my mouth
the first time i looked in to her eyes
i knew that its in there that i will lie
she was beautiful past any word description
she was my only with no other option
i find myself loving her with a great affection
to her mine was a forever devotion
from the woods she came and became my
world
there is nothing that for her could not do
she made me the best i could been
she was my best the most pretty the world had
ever seen
when she talked i used to listen
with attention i found herself that was hidden
she told me her life secrets
those that made my brand *Top Secret

Only you can make my life complete
for alone everything is total defeat
so this day im  down to your feet
begging for a love exhibit
the sincere concern and care
with a promise ever to be there

Do you remember the taste of my lips when we kissed
true those moment i realy do miss
when i held your face between my palms
so tender keeping yu from harm

Do you remember when we hugged
those moments when we were intwined
when your heart bet with mine
and every thing seemed so fine

Do you remember ma head on your thighs
and you held me like a child in a cry
those smiles
those moments should have lasted a longer while

Do you remember that stare that made you afraid of ma eyes
you were kept busy by the blue skies
watching time slowly fly
i miss those cute pupils ooh my!

Do you remember that ice cream guy
you don't remember the pinpop! Why?
and the candies that you gave me only a few
*** please don't tell me you dnt have a clue

Fine do you remember that selfie
the one i shared with a tag 'my future wifie'
smiles i will sure marry you
and the happines for our destiny; heavens have a clue

Do you remember when the sun went down
and that day we had to crown
the way we held hands and waists in town
they were jealous; you didn't see them frawn

Do you remember the Nairobi rains
with those poor drains
we got wet in love
we did like in the movies; laughs...

do you stil remember that day i got mad
you leaving early made me sad
heh we parted without a bye
and for another day i had to standby
to make up and make out
to talk sweet and refrain shouts
to let you know that i love you with no doubts
that point that you leave my world itl be all ouch!

Hope you stil remember the monument
it marked the end of my visit and my light moments
this memories are just a torment
but for a lifetym to stay they meant
Those kisses still quench my thirst
in your arms im safe that i trust
those rains still wash away my tears
for birds' chirps are still melody to my ear
candies taste exerctly as yua kiss
and for your face i have the night skies

Hope you remember you promises
for tomorow you wil stil be my princess
till mummy you become and a queen
i will love you handsomely that i promise