you did me wrong
in so many ways
in so many directions
yet sometimes
yet somehow
i always saw the good in you
i tried so hard
to make it work
our love
our relationship
i hoped you would stay
but you left
it was all in my head
and i ask myself every day
"how could you do that to me?"

i haven't crossed your mind in a long time
but sometimes i hope that you lay down at night
and think of me
wonder what i'm doing
what i look like now
what my new hopes & dreams are
or maybe if i've found someone new
just sometimes

you were here
but not for long
i can still smell your scent
from the last hug you gave me
you made november feel
like an eternity full of love,
but for you
was just a blink enough
i remember
your smile,
your style,
your words
which didn't mean anything
nevertheless it was the first thing
i fell in love with
but i'm not mad anymore
i'm healing
at the end i wish you'd understand
everything i said
everything i did
it was never heard or seen
today, nor in november