If only my broken heart
could remember
to forget you

don't

grab me

control me

shove me

force me

don't

i'm not a toy

i'm not yours

i'm not okay

i'm already *b r o k e n

It's funny,
when you let go of everything
you start to see.
How expectations of what you should have
aren't what you really need.
and furthermore, everything is already perfect.
do you know what that means?
Everything was worth it,
So why wish you could change anything?

Chilling thoughts**
No one sees themselves
outside of themselves
like they ought

to see myself as more than me
I self taught,
myself to see someone else
as more than my thoughts.