bold* what is wrong? Why can't you just be happy? Just let it all go!
Do you not understand that I am trying to be happy and I'm trying to let it all go, but I can't. I'm just going through life pretending to be okay.
bold Why are you such an attention seeker who cannot possibly help yourself? Why do you cut when it's stupid and pointless?
If I do this for attention why do I hide it? Why do I smile and laugh in front of you pretending nothing is wrong? To me it's to help me cope, so I can feel in control of some aspect of my life...
Don't come and accuse me of doing this for attention. There is so much going on in my head that you would never understand. Please do not question or judge me... you may know my name but you do not know my story.