my scars don't define me

my scars don't define me Mar 2015

impacted

I never thought
that you could love me
because i never even knew
how to love myself

#sad #depression #relationships #relationship

my scars don't define me Feb 2015

lost and yet still not found

I hate it
when
I try to
fight with
myself
because
I know
that I will
always
lose

#heartbreak #suicide #sad #depression #lonely #anxiety #relationships #relationship #suicidal #cut

Feb 2015

beth fwoah dream

unloosening ribbons

dancer of the clouds,
ink of dream,
as if the sky, hushed
and utterly forlorn,
turned a pirouette.

my scars don't define me Feb 2015

crumbling earth

As everyone stepped over me
one by one
they kept walking by

you're the one
who actually stumbled upon me
and picked me up out of the mud
to clean me up
and take me home

creds to my boyfriend <3

#love #depression #depressed #relationships #lover #help #aid

my scars don't define me Feb 2015

darkness rushing over you

being stabbed 1000 times
through the chest
with a rusty blade
over and over again
with your feelings and emotions
gushing out of you
feels the same
as someone telling you
that they don't
love you anymore

#suicide #sad #depression #lonely #relationships #relationship #suicidal #cut

my scars don't define me Feb 2015

what has to be said

Love
is just a ****** up
way of saying
"I own you now"

#love #poetry #sad #depression #lonely #relationships #relationship #suicidal

my scars don't define me Feb 2015

software

my mind
does not work
like everyone else

it stores everything
good or bad
like a crashed software

that has been beaten up
and failed to be fixed
and just has given up

#heartbreak #sad #depression #lonely #relationship #suicidal