There are no words to describe what's come over me.
Waves of emotions   crash  
dragging me down    to drown.

I struggle to suppress the pain,
        to not give into it.

Icy liquid,
a brilliant blue     wraps    itself around my body.

Tears burn my eyes
stinging   with   salt.

I give up allow myself to drown.
Sinking fast,  tears    choke    me.

My thoughts are annoyance,
buzzing constantly....

I let it drift away,
no one can save me...
I let them drift away....

I sink
    suffocate
           my weakness disgusts me.

I'm to tired to fight,
to hurt to care anymore.

I give into water.

Consume me,
take me to the ocean floor and drown me.
I offer you my life.

I give into water.

The images are rolling
through my mind
They are  powerful
and of the
lustful kind
Mixed with love
I'm happy to say
I wouldn't
couldn't imagine it
Any other way

In the mirror
we are close
the way we want to be
as if inside it
all the world can see

Watching us makes it real
Almost as if it
Reveals to the world
how we truly feel
No one can see
we're behind closed doors
But in the mirror
it seems as if  
it's confirmed,
I'm yours

Is that why you look
to see how we fit
Is that the image your looking for
And  I hope that I'm it

Your love is like a lucky charm I keep close to me
Hidden  from view deep inside my pocket
When low or out of sorts I reach in to find-
Your loving words
Your acts of kindness
Your support
Your lust
You are my lucky charm!

How can it be (that)
That powerful shot of vitamin G
Works every time

I hate the time  that limits us
When I still want to hug you tight
I hate it when we have to end
And let you out of my sight

I hate the days when it is too slow
Yet I have to patiently wait
I hate it if I miss you
When afterall I come so late

I hate the space that lies between us
And tells us we're apart
I hate it when it shows two different worlds
It really breaks my heart...

Twitching lullaby
Lay under the trees
Have your eyes opened
Bring me to my knees
Amongst moon and stars
See what I've seen
Keep tears in jars
Glitter and gleam
Missing in waves
Laughing in stream
Digging my grave
That's love at eighteen