I can't seem to adjust to how the world always feels dark even when the sun is shining
Because your smile always brightened my days even when the skies were full of sorrow
And I can't tell when it's storming or if it's just my heart screaming out for you again

You were my world but I never truly knew how much you meant to me until your presence became a memory that felt more like a dream than reality
But now it's like I'm living in an unending nightmare where I fall asleep to your heartbeats but wake up next to your corpse

I lie down in the very bed the earth has now become for you
Wishing I could become part of it just to be closer to the person I love once more
But that isn't how life works and I still can't figure out why it would take something so good and strip this world of the few beautiful things it has left
And if you can hear me wherever your soul has traveled to please just know that I will always love you

I will always love you..

I dreamt that I was a tyre
but I was punctured,
air was escaping.

I dreamt that I was a tank
but I was leaking,
water was draining.

I dreamt that I was a me
but I was crying,
parts of me were failing.

I can't go on
not when I'm hollow.