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***** BURNS MY THROAT BUT YOUR
NAME HURTS MY HEAD SO I WOULD
RATHER BLACK OUT WITH A HANGOVER
THAN STARE BLANKLY AT MY HANDS
TRYING TO FORGET WHAT IT WAS LIKE
TO TOUCH YOU.

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I’m not finished falling in love with you.

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you said you’d always be here

You fell in love with her words.
You let her walk into your life.
You thought that she is just a harmless girl with a cute smile.
If only you had paid a close attention to her,
You'd know that she has a tendency to use her words in the form of a knife.

Spending hours up to find
what the night is trying to tell me,
reading lips as hard as fall asleep,
I wouldn't let slip away
words and sounds
now they've got
something to say.

The times it's all blue
the times anything goes
so imperfect
so anew,
but I wanna feel good
I wanna feel good now.

The only places my soul can stand
here alone and wherever you are.
Gritting my teeth, holding back,
biting my tongue, hiding my eyes.
But hard is the way
That makes it great,
Yet it's to come my time.