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Creepstar Mar 2016
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Having a competent conversation with nobody is a lot less fun than slurring to the cat.
If you wonder why I'm saying this,its because its basically what point I'm at.
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Creepstar Feb 2016
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Love is not complicated
When it is reciprocated
With hearts captivated
Souls freely liberated
A feeling that ones obligated
To become consolidated
A life to be cultivated
More than merely infatuated
Being so fascinated
With two becoming amalgamated
Loneliness alleviated
Happiness encapsulated
Left feeling intoxicated
With negativity evacuated
Some things will be negotiated
Its helps to be articulated
At times things may be exonerated
Ergo,love is to be appreciated
-_-
Creepstar Feb 2016
-_-
Kind hearts are so beautiful
I'd do anything for you please stay
Leave me with good memories
Love me forever

My minds a bit messy
Everythings better with you

Sometimes I worry I'm not good enough
Laughter between us makes it better
Ordinary people will never understand us
Will you grow old with me
Lifes been so much better with you around
You're my everything
If nothing lasts forever,could we be nothing
;)
Creepstar Feb 2016
;)
Sadly,like philosophy,poetry cannot pay a bill
But it can give a her a wide on during Netflix & chill
The difference between getting paid & getting laid
:/
Creepstar Feb 2016
:/
Sat with clenched fist
Trying to get ******
Thinking if I slit each wrist
Would I even be missed?
:(
Creepstar Mar 2016
:(
Parental unit requests that I vocalise what I have a black eye for.

"I walked into a door"

Parental unit then requests where the red scratches with dried claret appeared.

"Cats claws" as if the last lot hadn't just cleared.

Parental unit knows something's going on and pressed for information.

I can't bring myself to tell her of the true situation.

I'm a terrible person and a terrible son,
I broke the rule and lied to my mum.
.
Creepstar Feb 2016
.
Enjoy childhoods innocence,
And its optimistic thrills.
Because I hear its not growing old,
But growing up that kills.
.
Creepstar Jun 2016
.
His fire burnt to bright
While she burnt out
He dreamt of the life they'd have
While she was plagued with doubt

He thought of all the love he had
While she was growing cold
He would hold a poker face
When all she could do was fold
.
Creepstar Mar 2016
.
My beauty Daisy
Perfect,fair
All I ask
Is that you care
Lovers embrace
Unbroken stare
Bodies press
While we are bare
.
Creepstar Feb 2016
.
cashing a reality check
Just to spend it,on being a wreck
.
Creepstar Mar 2016
.
Stone my eyes red
leave my body for ash
I'm already dead
A fatal blow and dash
...
Creepstar Mar 2016
...
Love is wild
Love is free
Love is what
Brought you to me

Love is kind
Love is fair
Your love is why
I can still breath air

Love is perfect
Love is pure
For the sake of love
Please don't walk out the door
*-*
Creepstar Feb 2016
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I um & Ah
"Have I gone to far?"
Reopened a scar
And raised the bar

Its as if I felt this before
But this time its more
Oh no,Its all over the floor
"Don't open that door!"

Must clean,I need TCP and I need bleach
Must keep all knowledge out of their reach
I'm not listening to them real off that speech
"It hasn't been this bad since you lived at the beach!"

"Is it a girl,do you just want attention?!"
"No!it more about tax funded genocide and economic depression!"
"and before I forget everyone's the same now that's worth a mention"
" you're just being selfish,you're going back to therapy without question"

" its my body and I'll do as I choose"
"So one day we come home to find you hung from a noose?"
"You're a hazard to yourself and a miricle they let you loose!"
**" it's not that big of a deal guys,I'm more likely to die from the *****"
Have you ever noticed that its only self harming and wrong if it isn't a ****** fettish that gets you off?
Like there is some kind backdoor logic if you wrap yourself in latex and have you ***** stamped on at the same time?!
What the **** is going on when that's more rational and sane
Creepstar Apr 2016
Six months left,I am a waste of space
Death
Creepstar Feb 2016
What is ten words about?
I just don't get it.
Creepstar May 2016
Check yourself and get educated
I don't mean a school,that's indoctrinated
Misinformation and truth,separate it
Always stand firm even if you're getting hated

Don't believe the hype
When you can see with your eyes
Them trails in the skies
The corruption and lies

Politicians
Doing dark **** to children
Kidnapping them outta homes
Before they **** them

Convince ya'll
That you're fighting for peace
Its an oxymoron
All those that fight,end up deceased

And all you
That're slinging grams on the streets
Is prison time worth
A a shoebox full of sheets?

You could try and live clean
Or so you think
Air and food poisoned
Even what you drink

The more you dig
The more you find
Mass conspiracy
To poison your mind

From sociopathic
To gang mentality
To social media
And what its tellin me
Creepstar Jan 2016
Sick skillin'
Like a villain
Inkin like a saint
For the ***** I be fillin'
My style you just can't taint
I'll tear out ya tibia
Ya fibia
I'm sick of ya
I'll leave you lying ****** muddy
In the streets of lybia
Hungry mother *******
have no trouble getting rid of ya
And if your country had of loved you
Then they would of hidden ya
Before I had a son
I woulda grabbed a gun
Put it to my head
And chased myself to the other side of a darker place
But then I see his face
Reminds that I gotta be a member of the human race
And to find my place
Keep him right so he don't fall from grace
<3
Creepstar Feb 2016
<3
A few licks in the skin,
I love the feeling.
Mindframe that I'm in,
So it's my way of dealing.
Old ones have made it,
To latter stage healing.
Can't hold myself back,
It's just too appealing.
<3
Creepstar Feb 2016
<3
When our souls met they intertwined in divinity
And danced in the ethereal vibration without resistance
Matched to perfection in magnificent symmetry
True loves symbiosis in a balanced coexistence
5am
Creepstar Apr 2016
5am
Five past five
Still awake
Still alive
Mind like a busy hive

Buzzing thought
Still,I ought
Not to get caught
Short...

...of this
"Please miss?"
"A kiss?"
Snakes hiss

Slither away
Another day
Or should I say
I just don't want to play
Creepstar Apr 2016
Draw me up,
Slip me in.
Like razor blade,
In epidermal skin.
Each blessed stroke,
A broadened grin.
Works of art,
From soldered pin.
Creepstar Feb 2016
Lest I stress,not rest
With your pain pressed to my chest
Should have geuessed
You digressed
To digest
True loves test
Gone and messed
Thinking its for the best
Creepstar Feb 2016
I'm an agent of chaos
The harbinger of destruction
Lest you fall prey to my path
Of relentless deconstruction

I will muddy capacity
For mental prowess
Unstoppable veracity
For causing souls stress

I'll watch you suffer
Until you break and then fall
I take a pride crippling the tougher
And bare a grin through it all
Creepstar May 2016
I walked many miles
Through fields,in sun
Taking it slowly
I never run

I stopped to appreciate
The beauty around
Miles of fields and trees
Nothing could abound

No civilization
Wild and free
It may not be for all
But it suits me
Walking home from my partners house,a town away,through the wild rather than getting a bus.
Its good to take a break from inner city hussle and bussle and enjoy the serenity of nature.
Seven miles of pure bliss.
Creepstar Feb 2016
This is my lesson taught
If you give your all I think you ought
To be careful or be left with naught
Take the ride once tickets bought

You may be given so much affection
But keep a guard up for protection
Elseways you'll be left with perplexion
And a hard realisation of disconnection

Be sure to carefully evaluate
Before you decide to perpetuate
Others show counter to what they insinuate
Because feelings are hard to excavate

When you give so much time it could be left for waste
Even though you try you'll be left faced
With the sense your heart has been maced
So heed my warning and keep some of yourself encased
Creepstar Mar 2016
Falling or elating
For someone else
All the time you'll spend waiting
For a reply bad for self

I want a deep conversation
And to know they're there
What is liberation?
If you can't know there's care?

They can say that they want you
As all others do
But the feeling will haunt you
Pain you'll drag yourself through

Its a lonely life
To be so deep in love
No more than strife
For the person thinking of

Yeah you can buy them flowers
Or maybe buy a ring
But if they have walls as tall as towers
It doesn't mean a thing

You'll pace and wander
In a restless state
While growing fonder
Still you have to wait

All you'll ever want
Is just to talk to them
The time they take will taunt
Like digging up a gem

Just to get a payout
Of some emotional worth
How much longer can you stay out?
Before you decide to leave this earth
Creepstar Feb 2016
Good afternoon,
what can I tattoo
Ah,half sleeve of Polynesian
To fill left arm on you.

Smoke a joint first?
Whatever you say
As long as your good with it
wouldn't want you slumping,but hey.

If you'd allow me to sketch
clean on to your skin
A few hours of this
we should be ready to begin.

Yes,please tell me of your ****** conquests
of the past week.
I agree if pick up girls from bars
it can be pretty bleak.

Okay we're mapped out
and read to go
Yes bud,it may hurt
that's a given you know.

I've opted for a seven round linner
Not to wide not to thin
I think for the style
it should fit right in.

Should take a few hours
give or take plus time for break
By the end I imagine
there'll be quite the dull ache.

So,how's work been
are you still paid to pave a drive?
Yeah I know it tedious
but you work to survive.

Another spliff break?
Of course you can dude
To stop you having the breaks you need
would be just rude.

I could do with another
cigarette myself
I'm aware that smoking these things
Are bad for my health.

Well we're almost done,
what do you think
Glad you like it
so let's go have a drink.
"Are you happy with the placement and design of your tattoo,remember its a permanent change to your athstetic features and though it can be removed with laser removal surgery at a later date your skin will never be the same again"
"Keep it clean,keep it creamed,don't pick it,don't scratch it,if it itches slap it"
Creepstar Jan 2016
I'm struggling really hard,
With all the thoughts in my head.
From the untruths about me,
To wishing I was dead.
Id like to think its fine,
With no affect by what's been said.
But I know no good will come,
From the lies that you've been fed.

So I stayed awake,
And think thoughts of you.
Who would be dishonest?,
And come between us two.
I'm fading faster than the sun at dusk,
Will I rise again brand new.
The ins and outs of what is,
I hope we can pull through.
Creepstar Jan 2016
Not to long to go now
Til I can be with her again
No words to explain how
When we spend our time,zen

Its like a form of meditation
To have you in my arms
Your presence though it does excite
My mind it also calms

All my troubles float away
Look into each others soul
But for now I shall wait
The need for you takes its toll
Creepstar Feb 2016
Last night I had a dream
That doesn't constitute nightmare
Mostly minor inconveniences
Most of which unfair
An old teacher ****** on me
While drunk
Fist fight with a cousin
Who would have thunk
A friend broke a leg
Full compound fracture
And he wrote a complaint to the creator
About flawed manufacture
I wore a suit
To be appear egg well hatched
But all the shades of purple
Were thoroughly mismatched
Although very minor
It was a great discomfort
Hopefully to nights dream is finer
But I'll probably dream that I'm sunburnt
Creepstar Mar 2016
I woke up today with full blown anxiety
I don't like the feeling that some things frightened me

It could have been that dream that was incredibly deep
It may be because I've had speradic/minimal sleep

All I know is today will be drawn out and hard
So I'm getting drunk as the wild card
Creepstar Apr 2016
Aren't we all waiting to be read
And told that we make sense?
Aren't we all waiting to be edited
And mixed into a child,become parents.
Aren't we all the diary of evey days dream
And for those that agree here's recompense.
art
Creepstar Apr 2016
art
This is how you start
A black and twisted heart
Completely torn apart
Great for making works of art
Creepstar Jun 2016
The blade sings
Softly caressing the contour of a throat
Ears hear a sharp rotten ring
The screams of sacrificed goat
Long passionate kisses
Leaving a river of tears
Fantastic dark visions
To spill over the body
Crawling under the skin
Warm,wet a ******
Suffer the hell its found in
To wipe and find
The read strings of a guitar
Stretched around neck side to side
So close death can't be far
The drumming and pounding
Of fists to vessle
The percussion and throbbing in knees
All that's left is the base
But foundations lay waste
The song titled
*just **** me please
Creepstar Feb 2016
Slipping so far
Back into old habit
And down the hole
I chase that rabbit

I cry out
"Help!" I scream
"Please wake up
This is just a dream"

Terror,fear
Confusion
Please mind be a lie
Just an illusion

If this is real
And I've come back here
I can actually feel the breath of death
As it draws near
Creepstar Jun 2016
Bang the drums of war!
Tonight we battle on the field of bloodsoaked heartbreak.
We take no prisoners.
We give no compassion.

The kingdom lays in ruins,fire lighting the bellowing smoke in a night sky.
The smell of blood,eyes roll back,there is no pain relief on the battleground,droves of dead bodies hard to navigate underfoot.
Cries of the dying and for the dead.

**open eyes,for it is all a war in my head
Creepstar Feb 2016
Put on a smile,just for a while
Sadness sickens,its twisted and vile
Why persist to hide,when youre being pulled outside
Of the shell that he's using,substance abusing
Got to keep moving,a form of reproving
Watching an hourglass for grains of sand
As every thing he loves slips through his hands
Smokes another cigarette feeling hard pressed
For the tight feeling,just more smoke on the chest
Slowly slipping,loosing himself,til he's just another urn up on the shelf
Draining the bankrupted health in hopes he wins the lottery for emotional wealth
Creepstar Mar 2016
Crying only on the inside,
Is a good trick to learn.
Smiling,happy face to face,
While heart and soul doeth burn.

Pleasant verbal niceties,
"Yeah I'm fine,I'm good."
When all I really want to say,
*"Take my life,I wish you would."
Creepstar May 2016
She found me on a bench
I was falling apart
She asked "what's wrong?"
"its just my heart"
"Oh **** dude!"
"Do you have a condition?"

"well,kinda,I'm on a suicide mission"
"I got an idea"
"Instead of the ****"
"You hope on your board"
"And bomb a fat hill?"

Of course I agreed
And with the new friend I had made
She rode beside me
And the hill? It was slayed
So bicycle girl
With your long red hair
This ones for you
Thankyou for being there
Creepstar Feb 2016
Heavy breathing, intertwined
So I press gently,try to be kind
Because baby you are so refined
As we roll as twist and wined

For in that moment we have shinned
And to all else we are blind
Another like you I will not find
The only one I have in mind

Just to you I will bind
The perfect partner to bump and grind
Not one regret when I look in hind
So much love when we are combined
Inspired by the best *** I've had
Closely followed by the worst night of my year so far
8/2/16
Creepstar Mar 2016
Totally lost it,
"Couldn't give a ****!"
Outright spaz and fit,
Emotions thrown into The Pit.

Beg for the reply,
"Just tell me why?"
Questions stream from I,
****!,I want to die.

I think I jumped the gun,
"What have I done?"
"Maybe I should run?!"
I'm in some real **** now son.
Creepstar Jan 2016
The scars that pull me apart
Are secondary to the stitches that hold
Together my beating heart.
Do not let them define myself
I repeat it,like a mantra
A reminder to my true self
Creepstar Mar 2016
Smoke lungs black
Cough up red
Buried in green
Once I'm dead
Creepstar Mar 2016
You lit me
You got close
You watched me melt
I burned you
You blew me out
Creepstar Feb 2016
Casting out the line of indifference
As I fish for a meaning
Something of significance
To all others,daydreaming
Creepstar Apr 2016
Two queens ,Two toms
Seven kittens,one senoir
My babies now moms
And their babies will soon be gone
I love my pets and I'm sure they put up with me
There is a certain joy that comes from watching them raom free
Creepstar Apr 2016
The lonely mind
That wavers on a pond of indifference
Clawing at its own kind
Just to find
That we are nothing
No more no less
Break down from stress
Its all a mess
I digress
Light shimmering atop a body of water
Father scared as much as boyfriend over daughter
Voicing concerns,I think you oughta
Feeling real and free
Could it be
That you're lost like me
An up rooted tree
Shaking the leaves clean on a stiff breeze
Wrecked ship on rough seas
You could be the light
But you chose to fight
On a cold spring night
But its aight

I'm still here
Creepstar May 2016
Instead of the fresh pressed,
Fresh press with my girl in a sundress

I awake to find just a hangover in mind
And I pined for my baby she shined

Aw well i'll see her in a little while
I only got a little style,taste in mouth reminds of the taste of bile

On days like today i know exactly who i am
But it doesnt for a second mean that i cant be a better man

Put on some dope tunes and jam
Roll up,smoke up another gram

My girl and my kid are the ones I love the most
Even on mornings with cheap coffee & burnt toast
Morning ritual
Creepstar Jan 2016
Woken from drunken slumber hazy
Good thing it does not phase me
Suffeting feeling kind of lazy
But I'll drink on til I see Daisy

Reunion with the lads today
Its been so long,so much to say
After pub,in the woods to play
By the time we're by the fire all reality will be washed away
Creepstar Apr 2016
No ocean refuses a river
No grave walked on,a shiver
No autumn tree,leaves whither
Or I you when you come hither

No day refuses light
Nor the moon in the night
The **** fresh for a fight
But the left opposes the right
I was right when I left
Clarity baby,clarity
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