I drank coffee
from that shabby fast food
Thinking it would void my reaction
to the damp weather due to the gloomy rain
When i took a bath that evening
My tears started to fall, i'm weeping
and Not only my skin starts to feel cold
My chest was gripping, and my heart cracks
It felt like it was about to get frozen
Or maybe it already did
I was just hurting because I found out now
that i am next to worthless
A meaningless stone
without life walking a miserable path
We always fought, every now and then
And every argument is emotional
Those instances send me to thoughts
of Quitting my life by slitting my pulse
My soul is wounded
My thoughts are bleeding
My spirit distraught
But I am strong, I'm just confused
It was not like those fairy tales
where the princess is in distress
though her mind was set on pure hearted goals
We're not the same, I'm just a poor and confused girl
and i don't even know where this story goes
sometimes i think that im not meant to run my life
reinforced by some people's words
i am just meant to live it