We have been falling in and out of love
All to often my dear

The rollercoaster we're on
Has finally derailed
And it crashed
You jumped out
I stayed on

The ride is over
Oh how I would love to get back on.

Every other man
Who tries will fail
Because they cannot
Love me with all their hearts
The way you loved me with only
One fourth of yours
They cannot kiss me
Like I am supplying oxygen
And the need me to breathe
They cannot make my heart
Do back flips on good days
And clench on bad days
They cannot comapre
And that scares me.

The infinite problem with moving on
Is that you were my first love

The problem is I can be dangling
In a smile and the thought of you
It creeps in and it hits me

I miss you and every moment
I mess up way too much
And you and I will never be again
But I miss your kisses
I miss your smile
Your love making
Your laughter
The way you could annoy me
And make me love you more
All at once
I miss the feeling of leaning into you
Grabbing onto your shirt
Even though you didn't like it
I miss the way you looked at me
Like I was your world
I miss looking back
Knowing I loved you too
I miss the comfort
Of being able to eat in front of you
I miss the being able to hold my head
So high when I was naked with you
Because regardless of every mark
You loved every bit of me
I miss the simplicity
I miss the complexity
I miss everything
But I have to wave goodbye
Wave goodbye to every dream
That I had for us.

What's the good in falling in love
When in the end
All you get is a jaded heart,
A cut in the wrist,
An empty pocket.

Poetry is my *****
Deep words get me high
Writing so quenches my thirst,
I'd **** for any rhyme

Where did you go?
I swear you were fine two days ago...
Apparently I missed something.
You've gotten distant.
Is it me? He says it is.
Pay more attention to her (him? It's confusing.)  
Talk to me. Please.
Tell me what I'm doing wrong.
I'm not abandoning you! I promise!
Believe me.
I care. I really do. So please, help me understand.