Rock Paper Crashed And Burned

Apr 2015

Kelly Rose

Optional - Could be Poetry - More Likely a Musing

Incapable of opening her heart
Hiding behind books
Underneath....
Self-Sabotaging
Exquisitely lies
So believable
Even she bought
Her own *******
Lock, stock, and barrel
or it is...
Hook, line, and sinker
Voiceless
Fear-filled
Worth-less
The one who
Closes off
Heart and Soul
Never learns
Hopeless
Purposeless
No real impact
Silent screams
Or maybe not so silent
Drowning in a pool
Of cries for help
Unable or
Unwilling
To grab a life line
She breaks
Her own heart
Numbing her soul
Unknowing of WHY
She refuses to
Stop Self-Sabotaging
or
Keeps her heart and soul
Closed to others
Never letting them close
Feeling so alone*

krs
4/1/2015

Despair or just self pity?

Apr 2015

Dr Zik

A DIALOGUE

Son: “Can a wounded person be cured?”
Father: "Yes, but morally fallen persons cannot be cured."

#son #father #fallen #person #wound #moral

Apr 2015

DaRk IcE

Bada bing, Just BOOM!!

Thoughts race within my mind at high speeds. Im dying, inside my own self from the debris galloping in the black filled air. As I raise my head my very last thought is you. Yet, with you I was always losing the race. Next to your lust for solitary things I failed to keep up the pace. One perfection or another was never enough to have your love. Now, as I stand in the face of my own fatality I see you one last time and I utter the words (I love you). Then BOOM!!!!!!
I'M GONE

#alone #invisible #down

Mar 2015

DaRk IcE

confinement

The sun drips down like dragons teeth.
The sky is mine
Its craters swallowing my innocence
Its tentacles confining my soul
I'm bound in its heavenly hell.

Mar 2015

DaRk IcE

loves selfish beauty

Look at me now
          All Beaten, battered, and weary
From him who claimed to love me.
          In question of my own existence
Trapped in a storm of empty promises
          To which he sold me.
The deceit Was beautiful, only he could deliver with such grace.
           I stood before his majesty in loves name.
           Bowing to his throne Where he Claims righteousness.
It is he who holds my heart prisoner, And it is he who's spell its under.
           Loves selfishness draws me into the depths of despair on my own willingness.
All I see is the image of a man I once knew...

Mar 2015

DaRk IcE

You say

You say you love me... Prove it
You say you want me... Fight for me
You say I'm beautiful... Show me I am
You say I'm ****... Compliment me
You say I turn you on... Make love to me
You say you don't want to leave... Then stop walking out

At the end of the day I'm left holding an empty heart full of air. A heart so lite that it floats away like a balloon that escaped a little girls hand. She cries for the balloon and she desperately wants it back, but she will never get it back. Once its gone, its gone.

Loss of any kind hurts and the wounds are deep to say the least. Even when we know that once certain things are lost that we can't ever get them back, we still tell ourselves we can. The greatest pain can make the greatest hope.

#loss #grief #acceptance

Mar 2015

DaRk IcE

silhouettes in time

Shards of glass pierce my soul, dry tears speak in dark times among my heaven.
Bound in skin shackled to deteriorated bones screaming for youth.
Blackened eyes laced with red mists of the past.
Silhouettes of ancestry hovering in my dreams having never heard my breath.
Images received from beyond my known Existence.
A frail being rose from secrets decided before my entrance.
Moaning cries bellowing from my core, desperately pursuing acceptance of my bounty.
Wonders that spiral inactively, survive the essence of time.

Mar 2015

DaRk IcE

Lost and found

Embrace our confusion to what God dosent know. Allow our souls a union of uncharted chanting to unknown languages. Our bodies are but shells of walking corpses guided by blindness into the eternal darkness. Not knowing of our blessing or our curse. Visions of past lives are of the present in which we stand. Leading with eyes wide shut as the world follows me into nothingness.

Mar 2015

DaRk IcE

The almosts and I promise

Words led without action are salt in my wounds. The emptiness grasps me like tentacles of the mighty octopus. Leaves me blind with 20 20 vision. Breathless is my chest, still with a beating heart. Mentally unable to shut down night after night. Many blood stains remain on the road my thoughts travel. Riddled with death who is now my best friend, my one and only companion through thick and thin. Wasting away in the darkest of light. Darkness consoles and consumes me with the best intentions...Always
ALWAYS

Mar 2015

DaRk IcE

You make me fade

I breathe faded pieces of my soul when i think of you, the very person who took it away. My lips softly kiss the few good memories we shared. I can still taste the scent of your distance and smell your unspoken words. My heart slowly dissolving as you ignore my existence as i long for you minute after minute, hour after hour, day after day. My skin screams for your world to enter mine as your spirit roams the minds playground. Cold and abandoned my eyes cry silently, you make me fade...

Mar 2015

Mohammad Skati

There is another war in our region

Only ugly wars are still hovering Over our heads like huge stones Falling from high skies as a kind Of punishment to all of us anytime ... Wars are the only options to our Region just to go on ruthless anytime ... We are only suffering in all directions And on levels of life without reasons ... Ugly wars find their destination in Our region just for us to suffer ... We are absolutely tired of these ugly wars ,but What shall we do ?! Another war breaks out just to end calmness and All lovely things anywhere and everywhere ....

#are #ugly #wars #all