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I refuse to make you in my own feeble image
my own petty self
my unforgiving heart
I am a sealed
envelope
licked by
past promises
that have found
a home
in the corners
of my frame
Go on
cut it open
liberate me
I dare you
Don't fall like the leaves for a poet
They'll carve out words of you
On many trees for the rest of eternity
She disappeared with the black spot
that crossed the sun
and left behind footsteps of a dream
made of velvet and fire
and I could still feel the earth and soil
of her poetry echoing between
the outline of her ghost
and the curve of her smile
she left in the shadow of the moon
and I could hear her heart beating
in the far distant woods
of the stars drunk in sky
from the envy they felt
of her sensual skin glistening
in the mist and memory of oceans uncharted
and shores where sin and love
we free to embrace
without guilt or shame
and I wondered where her name had gone
and how her lips would taste
and what could have been
if I had traveled beyond
the love for the words she wrote
in fire and velvet
still burning in the footprints
she left behind in a dream
Perfect
I'm not
And
Sorry for anything
I'm not even
Close
Keep watching
I'm breaking
Rules
There are so many
Self hate
I'm not okay with
Myself
I'm in love with
The idea of suicide
I hate
Living
I love the thrill of
Cutting
So I'm discouraging
Someone I'm not
I hate being

(Now read it from the bottom line up)
these shallow glimpses we share
as days grow long
the scattered thoughts swirl and bury themselves
in crevices of this old house
to be re-awakened perhaps
when we are many years gone
what can we salvage of this eternal bond
while the Sun buries itself behind the Oak
that we've watched grow from the kitchen window
since the days when our hair was thick and dark
and the smell of fresh cut wood was present
what words can I say to bring tears to your eyes
tears that would come from but a glimpse
that shouted my fervent love
we are captives of our timeless, undying, unwavering hearts
yet all that remains of this diminishing soul
would disperse like the final slivers of light
should I lose you
To why I did these kind of things
and to why I need to let go
to stop and just live.
Never minding what they say
about me or who I am
or dictate my life should be
I just want to be me
without Hesitation,
Barriers
or wall that blocks me from falling
into the river.
To stop fearing in drowning
and learn to swim
like everybody else has done.
I wrote this awhile back: April-11-2016. I can't believe that this is benefiting to what i felt the other day. I should learn to to swim and learn how to ignore the nonsense people say...
I'M SO TIRED OF THE RAIN
FALLING SOFTLY ON THE
GROUND JUST ENOUGH
TO GET MY FEET WET BUT
NOT ENOUGH TO LET ME
DROWN
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