I used to always stay on my safe zone
Just by the beach, in the shore
I'm always walking bare feet,
Pondering in the cold sand
Away from the waters but close enough
For the sea foam to reach my ankles
Admiring the horizon I could never cross

Like a lone cloud in the vast blue sky
Solitude kept me company for ages
Only the sound of the birds singing
And the waves crashing to the rocks
Are there in the place of the voices
I should be hearing from people
I was used to being alone, or so I thought

What is in the ocean for me to fear?

When I perish in the age of my youth
I want you to tell the people I love
All my feelings and all the truth
Tell them the life I dreamed of
A life like a bird who wanders

Tell my parents I have died trying
Trying to fight off my demons
But what just happened is I tried dying
For I have no reasons to win
So I let darkness take in

Still I have some innocence of a child
So I want you to burn my body whole
Scatter my ashes in the ocean
Keep my love in your heart
Relieve our memories in your mind

And remember that my death is just the beginning,  
A beginning of a world without me in it

By the beach
Stars out of reach
They thought the silence is a pain
But the winds are talking
Nothing to lose, something to gain
So they're no longer hiding

Tongues tied
Words died
They were the two lost souls
That confessed their emotions
And their hearts with holes
Are filled with redemptions

He hurts me while he's smiling
I would die just to feel his pain
His warmth is what I'm aching
I'd dance in his stormy rain

My skin and bones are trembling
Not in fear but in sinful pleasure
The liquor and sweat are reeking
His rancid aroma that I treasure

The one thing people are saying
Is to abandon my lust for him
I know he's the only one I'm craving
So I pretend he loves me in my dream

I'll receive his every demons and light
Just for him to come to me everynight

He is a fire, was once a spark
Approached by no one, feared by
everyone
They never go near, for he burns marks
Scars that will never be gone

He lighted the dark with his flames
Left alone, and he went rampage
People pointed fingers, he got the blame
Blindly, he was forgetten and left to age

But if we feel his pain, his burning ember
We could see pass the ashes of his fire
Give empathy for him to remember
That he's the flame made to inspire