Caitie

Caitie Jun 2014

taking one too many round trips to your mind
and snooping through your waves.
every time discovering
the warmth in your heart,
embracing your smile
and every imperfection
regardless of time, or needs, wants,
you are still here.
I haven't seen you in months
& depressingly enough
your cologne still lingers on my pillow.
it reminds me of every night
we slept silently and comfortably.
but how beautiful it is knowing that
one thing leads to another
and although our prime has passed
our relationship grows
and the realization of maturity grows
to the comforting space inside my heart.

#love #feelings #heart #growth

Caitie Jun 2014

hope for humanity

every single word you mutter
and every breath you continue to take
furthermore disgusts me.
the presence of your battered mind
and simplistic lifestyle
makes me nothing but disgraced
knowing this broken earth
has done another one of us wrong.
if there is one thing you could do
it would be to take every inch of
self control
to fight any negative urges
you will ever have
and turn them into positive actions
that will not only benefit you
but every being who occupies
your time.
realize the complexities of life
and take them as a
learning opportunity.
you know what is good for yourself
so do us a favor and
show us some hope for humanity.

#life #hope #humanity #lessons

Jun 2014

mark john junor

harlot of pen and page

walkin slow in the heat an haze
our words got beyond our intents
she said i was a harlot of pen and page
living for that breathless moment
when reader extinguishes the last syllable of your passions flame
living for that deep in night romance only words on paper can explain
when the cool hand of your thought breaths life into cold furnace of her *****
for that brief moment when you and distant reader connect hearts
she left me standing under
florida highway underpass in a steady slow rain
reading the rumors of poems written in spraypaint
written in shades of dire loves
written with a destiny of fading
like ink on a rain soaked page

hey whats up with the limits on how many collections you can post to??

#pain #in #the #tuckas

Caitie Jun 2014

Unwanted

you smile at a blank wall
and write some more meaningless
words on the poem you started last week.
take another sip of your tea
and remind yourself that
not only are you alone
but you are not wanted.
your phone doesn't ring
and your "friends" never speak
but you're used to the scarcity
of attention you receive.
digging yourself a hole
in your heart
because any attention is pushed away
due to "they'll all leave in the end"
becoming a hermit
and finding yourself hiding
behind your journal and pen
because not one person
has paid any mind to you in weeks.
*you're unloved. unwanted. so my dear, stop trying

#alone #writing #upset #independence

Caitie Jun 2014

Irrationality

we often find our enemies
dawning in the core of the earth
and resting their souls on the gates of hell.
discussing untold dues
with the fragile state
of mind we're in
and reimagining
times of greater health
and masked feelings.
realization of distraught
and unnerving discussions
about our fears and weaknesses
remind us to be genuine.
regardless of opinions
and ignoring ones thoughts
we know our own worth.
detrimentally bringing hurt to your soul,
this earth is here to not only
remind us of pain
but to help us relive it.
we are not invincible
but we will prosper
in the art of painstakingly regenerating hope
for this worrisome life we live.

#life #living #pain #hope #soul #help #earth