Anything can look like a poem and sound philosophical simply by moving the words on different lines.
Am I doing it right? Is this really talent? Art? Effort?
I think I am trying. Really, I am I go back and change the order and I break lines where it sounds right But it does not take me long. Not at all.
I try to be intentional and call it natural rhythm. Instinct and style taking over I alternate between agonizing every detail like When to Capitalize and publishing free form poems without looking over them twice.
How is writing supposed to feel? Should I labor? or should it flow? Or do I get to decide?
I think the things I talk of mean something at least.
But am I just pretentious?
fooling myself into thinking that using common poetry formats somehow makes my work worthwhile?
I can’t quite place the feeling— like I’ve known you forever but still just met you. Maybe this is what love feels like, familiar and new at the same time, too close and too far, woven into everything that has ever come before, and nothing at all.
When I die, don’t look for me in the stars, Look for me in my words. Look for me in the books that line the shelves, The letter “R” and the letter “E—" And in every word you see them, Please think of me.
Look for me where I’ve walked And where I’ve never been. Look for me in sadness, and I’ll be there... But look for me in joy, too, won’t you? Since they’re both so beautiful, And both so true.
When I die, come look for me here; Words won’t just disappear.