One dull grey day had just passed
Leaving me feel like an outcast
Then thinking of what had gone wrong
For me not to feel strong.

As I think deeper
The thoughts are getting weirder and creepier
Making me feel like lost in a crowd
Making me shout out loud.

When I am already calmed down
I shook my head and frown
Realizing I have more important things to do
That to keep on feeling so blue.

So I stood up with my head held high  
And said, "I am now ready to fly"-
Fly away from my sorrows
And look up for better tomorrows.

Letting go of your feelings
Doesn't mean you no longer love him
But rather you're just accepting
The reality you are living
That he no longer loves you the way you want him to.

It will be a waste of time
To wait for his love
Coz you'll just surely end up
Hurting yourself over and over again
Knowing that it is his love you can never have.

Without pains
I will not be strong,
Without sadness
I will not know the true meaning of happiness,
Without failure
I will not learn,
Without rejection
I will not try to be a better person,
Without challenges
I will not be triumphant,
Without stress
I will not appreciate a good rest,
Without hardships
I will not know how much I can handle,
Without pressure
I will not let my talents grow,
Without those things,
Which at first,
I thought are bad things
I will not be the person I am right now.
Now I understand,
God gave me all those
To create a better version of me.