isn't it funny how
one soul can feel
the heat
the connection
the link between them and the other

and the other can feel just
absolutely
nothing
at
all

when I look into your eyes
i notice that theres something missing
and I lay in my bed thinking of
how things would be if
every time i looked into your eyes
nothing was missing

sometimes theres this one thing that
you're so anxious to have
always waiting for it
counting down the seconds until you get it but

when you do theres
theres this feeling like
you don't really need it anymore

you don't really want it anymore

You looked at me
like was your world
like you never wanted to look away
but you did, look away, and left me here
by myself wondering if you ever felt the same

getting closer to the beach
we sit on the shore at midnight
where the water can't reach

we look up at the stars
twinkling along the moonlight
forgetting our scars

as more appear
we open beautiful
sweet-sounds to our ears

watching the waves
run up onto the shores
oh the look we gave

but then they called us away
and we went even though
i wanted to stay

but it didn't end there
because you called me
and we talked
all night

and little by little you'll start to see
just how much you mean to me

I want to scream out loud sometimes
scream until my voice breaks
scream until my throat hurts
scream until I’m out of breath

Releasing all emotions built up inside of me
emptying my thoughts
freeing my mind
letting go of negative feelings

My mind is clouded with frustration
filled with anger
haunted with sorrow
worried with regret

But i can’t scream
can’t let anyone hear me
can’t let anyone know
so I silently scream