Who I use to be
will forever be a part of me
there's nothing I can do
Its who I am Through and through.

~

She use to be oh so bold.
Never had a care in the world.
She stood tall with her head held high.
Confident walk with an atittude to match.

She never let her self fall
Never let herself be blinded
By.. All.. The... silly.... things in life.

~

Who I use to be
will forever be a part of me
there's nothing I can do
Its who I am Through and through.

~

A child of the darkness
A child with no mercy
Her heart frozen solid

Not caring who she hurt
leave bodies in her wake
She.. didnt... care.. about.. anyone

~

Who I use to be
will forever be a part of me
there's nothing I can do
Its who I am Through and through.

~

No matter what I do
She will always be lurking
in the deepest shadows
of my heart

She will
try to
claw her
way through

~

who I use to be
will forever be apart of me

~

Who I use to be
will forever be a part of me
there's nothing I can do
Its who I am Through and through.

Who I use to be
will forever be a part of me
there's nothing I can do
Its who I am Through and through.

The Ending Of The World

I was sure the world would end today
It was the beginning of the fall
That others would tell the story
And pass it on to all

Not sure that I would hear the news
I'd  see others on their phones
As they talked about the days events
And wonder if I know

I was sure that this would happen
For the day it started wrong
Realizing as I drove to work
I almost turned to go back home

There was an emptiness inside me
And a panic not the norm
Yet I did not exit on the ramp
For my half way point was gone

So I spent my day just waiting
No connection, all alone
I know that you can feel my pain
For I left my phone at home

The world it did not end today
Was not the beginning of the fall
I realized this when I rushed home
And saw I missed no calls

I am so so not important...lol

*Carl Joseph Roberts

She stood waiting.
Waiting as the stars await the suns eventual death.
As the desert awaits that one translucent drop of absolete euphoria.
Her lips cracked open,
A sliver of fragile hope escaping its tremors.
Fluttering away.
She is surrounded by exquisite misery,
Drowning in hysteria.
Day folding into night,
The moon running circles.
She stood waiting,
With the sound of stinging memories reverberating endlessly.
Touch, smell, touch, love.
All catapulting into that final crescendo,
Where all those moments
Flow into the sea of those hauntingly beautiful words,
**I Am Here

People come and go.
And we let them in with all our heart
just to find out soon enough they're
never
coming
back.