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Autumn Daze Jan 2016
You’ve hurt me so many times
And the pain really makes me whines
You never made me feel lovely
Nor part of this family.

I always wanted to be accepted
But to you I’m always excluded
For you, I’m always trying to be the best
‘Cause you just see me when I’m the best among the rest.

I am so tired pleasing you
‘Cause in return, you just make me blue
You always make me in a cage
And making me feel that I indeed deserve that as a wage.

I’m indeed tired and say that it’s okay and in return I smile
Because I know, it may not be good but in my heart it’s just a wile.
© Cassandra Cereza
Autumn Daze Jan 2016
Oh, I dreamt of you
It's good but it hurts me too
Awake. Gone. Oh blue.
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Autumn Daze Jan 2016
That song you wrote
is still on replay mode
It used to make me special
to leave, you did cause you said shall.

I wish you didn't have to
though you said it is for me too
I never want you to leave
because to you I want to live.

The lines of that song,
oh what happened wrong
can't we just relive the lines
and grow together like vines.

I want to hear you sing that song you composed
as long as I live but why does everyone oppose?
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Autumn Daze Jan 2016
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I've been blaming myself for too long
for all the things I've done wrong.*
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Autumn Daze Jan 2016
I love you but you made me blue
Still do even though I have a clue
After all you still give me hue
Because all I want is you
This is for you, I just wish you knew.
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Autumn Daze Jan 2016
I never thought I would feel this,
when I am with you I feel peace.
Without you beside me gives me sting,
I may be confused at times but I know this isn't just a fling.

You make me so happy,
like a honey bee in glee.
I don't know why nor how,
but you never failed to make me feel wow.

Right now, I am missing you so much,
I don't know how long could I take it like deep pain from a punch.
I really want to hear you,
because I indeed worry about you.

I am hoping we are fine,
just as like thriving like a vine.
I don't want to lose you,
because I am sure that will make me blue.

When I'm with you, it feels like I'm in a whole new world,
without you everything seems blurred.
Having you near me drives me to a new inspiration,
as you encourage me to a new and joyful direction.

All I want now is for us to be better,
as I give you a cuddle.
It may be wrong to them but it doesn't matter,
because what's important is you make me feel dazzled for you are my candle.
...as you stay as my Dazzle...
but you didn't

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Autumn Daze Jan 2016
Oh God, You are all I want especially when I feel blue
Change my life and make me new
Turn my darkness into light
I am nothing yet You love me the way more than I like.

I will give You praise and worship You
I will do that all my life just for You
Hold my hand don’t let me go
I just want to be with You wherever I go.

You are the only God, most powerful above all
You are the King and Lord of all
You are Just, Loving and Holy
You are the One who can complete me.

Oh, You are all I need,
And will always be my need.
© Cassandra Cereza
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