Sorry I'm so selfish
All the time

I just don't like the way
You look at her

As if she's the one who fixes you
As if you don't even need me

Sorry

But darling
I can never be
What you want me to be
If what you want me to be
Is happy

Sometimes I need you
More than you need me
And on those nights
I lay alone
And I cry the pain away

Isn't it sad how
I love you most
When we're saying goodbye?

Today was the first day
I saw him cry

It scared me

I never knew
I could have that affect
On people

Is it good?
Or evil?

These intentions I have

Love ***** sometimes

With a pen in one hand
And a blade in the other
She's back at it again.

I thought
I was
Letting you go.


Funny
How fast
Things change.

Drown your sorrows
not your friends

Eyes, searching for the one who will never come
Ears, yearning to hear your soft words
Mouth, wanting to taste your lips
Hands, need to be held again

Mind, can't forget that night
Heart, is starting to crack
Body, aches with the memory
Soul, knows what it wants

You drive me insane.