If
You
Are
A
Speaker of truth
You are the most brave person

and all the times I've wanted to truly apologize seem to escape me.
this new year consists of one true apology told to someone who
deserved nothing less
and everything inside of me just wants to say it again
and again
and again--

Think of the things that happened before
Think of the past in the present like it used to be before
Think of the past in the present moment of time.

Important is the present in the present moment of time,
since it holds everything along with it, if not all.
Past, present and future,
definitely the present moment in time has got the key for everything.

Definitely it's the present moment in time that holds the decisive power to decide the rest of my life.

Important is the present in the present moment of time,
in each and every way, very much important.

Think of the things that happened before
Think of the past in the present like it used to be before.

Events and incidences
Episodes, incidents and occurences
Moments, memories and mishaps
The past has got everything, the past has got all.

The past used to be somewhat like this,
then the next moment it comes to mind the past used to be something like this, then again something like that and so on and so forth.

Definitely the present will shape the future,
while the past will decide in one way or other,
in some definite way,
the best possible thing for the present in the present moment of time.

Think of the things that happened before
Think of the past in the present as it happened before

Definitely it takes time for things to take the right shape,
never did it mean you lose hope, stop putting your efforts.
Not at all, never did it mean something like this.

Life goes on,
life continues,
however,
it's time that never stops.

So always better to pause for a moment or two
Better wait for a while,
then proceed ahead with a positive attitude and a definite will to do something good,
if not better.

Definitely a moment in time will come when everything will fall in it's right place,
till that point in time don't give up,
don't give away with all that you have got in your mind and all that you are doing.

Think of the things that happened before
Think of the past in the present as it happened before
Definitely a way will come out in the present that will shape the future, which remains imminent.

lust driven
sin-onyms
heartwarming
antonyms
where truth is
semantical
and lies
dialectical
and fine double
negatives
are asynctactically
superlative

Can't you see the slashes on his chest
I know you can see where the blade cut him so deep that it's left him on one knee nothing left inside
tears rolling down his cheek
But they roll slow like the Ganges flows
and likewise he's  in need of a cleanse so his safe can be closed and  shall never open it for another dose of this emotional poison that has his mind body and soul controlled , what makes her think she has the right to be so bold?
Middle of the night ,sweats cold because of thoughts of future decades of being alone That passion for care is no longer inside as life is set to auto pilot gliding his way into this inevitable demise and let the crows pick out his eyes sounds like an ideal way to die , as long as he doesn't  have to love again , never have I seen a life where the husband can win because she loves to mess around and he's mommy to his two kids, and the whole world knows that daddy can never win
The undercover truth behind the words "I do"  When their vows just became a slur of meaningless words and she couldn't remember the first time they laid eyes on each other  how they groom themselves together in this awkward silence So he packs his things ever so neatly into his Benz  
he sees the screams and begs and pleas for him not to leave through his lens , but by any means necessary , he never wants to love again.