I saw my reflection
once
shattered
on her cracked irises.
And I would give anything
to kiss the demon
burning
inside her
that's
killing me
still.

Is it selfish of me to
thank God that he
has not taken her
out of her misery?

How do I ignore you when
you're right next to me?
God ****** we keep bumping elbows.
I can't blast my music
loud enough to tune out
your presence.

Shut up, won't you please?
Don't you see,
your words are killing me.
They cut into my body,
making my breath choppy.
I hear you laughing with that girl
who sits in front of you while I'm that
girl who sits next to you.
Shut up so I can live and not die.

i was holding the g u n
but you were the t r i g g e r

but maybe the problem is, you love too
hard and hate too soft. you don't know how
to express your emotion, you never did.

YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO HELP ME.
YOU PROMISED YOU WOULD TRY TO HEAL
ME. BUT THEN YOU ******* LEFT ME ON MY
BATHROOM FLOOR, DROWNING IN MY OWN
TEARS AND BLOOD SHED BY MY OWN HAND
AND ****** IF I LIVE I WILL MAKE
SURE YOU FEEL MY PAIN