The toughest pill I had to swallow was knowing the person I wanted the most was incapable of loving me

for the first time
since the last time
i think i stopped missing you
today.

red
orange
yellow
blue
she doesn't belong with you
pink
maroon
black
green
with another boy her heart is seen

She makes me glad to be alive
Though her power dangles over me
I have an infatuation with her
And yet she hopes I don't stay till morrow

the fear we seek is what we ignore
the fear we have for the people we love to hate
and love to love
a mirror loves to capture our faces but not what's behind the eyes
your love is what i see flood into mine
and though the look of your reflection is a bit scary to me at first because i haven't been in love for quite some time
the sound of your voice and the care that you give breaks the mirror
i have imaginary feelings for your reflection
and real feelings for what's behind your eyes.