It kinda feels unreal
Confusing; I don’t know what to feel
I can’t believe it; it’s so strange
It’s different; everything’s changed
I never imagined this summer could be like this
I never imagined I would feel my first real kiss

A lot of things were difficult
I had to act in ways that weren’t my typical
That made me find a new me
But at the time, it didn’t make me any free
A felt locked; I felt scared
People wanted me to speak but I never dared

You see... the only person I wanted to talk with
The only person I wanted to share with
The only one I felt I could trust most
The only one I ever felt as close...
‘s you... but you’re gone
So I had to go on alone

An’ somehow... I made a step ahead
You know what happened?... I don’t feel dead
Actually, I feel more alive now
Good things happened and I don’t even know how
But I don’t care ‘cause I’mma take the risk and smile
‘ll do anything to keep it, and not only for a while
‘cause I want to taste more
‘cause I like the feeling to love... and be loved back (; not like before)
I like to be hold tight throughout the night
An’ hoping no one would turn on the light

Having someone defending me...
How can I not feel happy?

It’s amazing to have what I’ve got
‘n’ I like it; I like it a lot

But the sea knew that
the mermaid was in love,
for her singing opened every
seashell to show her its pearl...

And that night, the wind
in the weeping willow
whispered the melancholy
song of how the blue-eyed
girl was gone...

We sprawled across your double bed for days on end,
Watching movies and eating Chinese food,
We cuddled and hugged,
But we never once kissed.

I wondered why you didn't want to kiss me,
And couldn't think of a reason why,
Until I realised that you, just like me, a few months before, just needed somebody to hold.

I love you, I never even kissed you goodbye.

It's less than twelve hours until school and my homework isn't done
I would say shoot me but it's England so I don't have a gun.
Give me another three days to get myself together
then I'll go into school's eternity (it feels like forever).
It'll be a Saturday and that's fine with me
'cause the rest of the week off would let me get my homework done so I could start year 11 stress free.

If the demons
Are sitting on your lungs
And stealing all the air from you,
I will put my lips to yours
And breathe life back into you.

If you want to keep me in your life
Then prove it to me.
I want to be there for you.
But only if you let me.
Say the words and I'll let you go.