"Affected"
is the only word I have
to describe what you do to me.

Hello Stranger,
the one who cared.
I miss it,
the times we shared.

I use to know you,
You use to know me.
Now we're just strangers,
but as friendly as can be.

We pretend nothings changed,
we're holding onto the past.
But we both know it has,
And that this lie wont last.

Time to say good bye old friend,
time to say hello.
Time to move on from here,
time to let it all go.

I sit in this chair,
waiting for that call.
The one that tells me,
nothings changed at all.

But it has,
so that phone wont ring.
And for now,
all I can do is sing.

Sing for the moment,
the moments to come.
There may not be many,
but at least we've got some.

Hello Stranger,
good bye old friend.
One I knew well,
but that was then..

i want to take cocktail after cocktail of pills until my body represents the mess that is my mind.

He wants to hurt me
                      through deception
                                             as I fall

I’d tell myself it didn’t happen
You’re not positive it happened
What facts do you have?
You have nothing,
I would tell myself.
I never had that perfect first kiss
I never saw losing your virginity as a big deal
But I was always terrified of
The kissing
The touching
The emotions
It was all creepy and always felt forced
I never felt ready
Because the first time I wasn’t ready.

This song is so stuck
In my head, that it hurts.
You ever felt that?