What if I can bring back time
Will I change my mind?
Will I choose you?
What if for once I tried to fight
Will I be happy?
Won't I regret it?
What if I don't listen to what other says
Will they stop bickering?
Will they finally understand?
What if I don't push you away
Will you stay?
Will you prove them wrong?
What if you don't get tired
Will we be together?
Will there be forever?
What if all of these can be true
Will I put my hopes up?
Or will I realize that these are just what ifs~

I'm panting
But still wanting
You're suffocating
Yet it's intoxicating
Whenever your near
I tend to break down
A sudden burst of adrenaline
Can't keep me on the ground
I want to scream
I want to fly
I want to do everything to try
But you found me
You looked at me directly in the eye
Like I'm the only good thing left on earth
There's no talking
Yet our hearts seemed to comprehend
What we wanted to say
Our hands start touching
You held me like a fragile material
So excited yet so afraid I might break
And then you smile
And you say those words I really wanted to hear
And I can't say a thing
Cause you leave me breathless

I know we're done
I've seen this coming
Those ties binding our heart
Break all of a sudden
I've watched as we started building walls
Made with shame and guilt
I am there when our world shift into a different axis
A world without me and you
I've noticed how our everything turns to nothing
Those cold treatments
Those eyes that seemed to focus on anything but me
And those smiles I wished I was the reason
I know its the end of our story
But I don't want a trajic ending
I'm still hoping one day you'll come back
And together we'll break these borders

He made a game
That no one could play
Playing with fire
With his deadly smiles
Heavenly voice
Hide the devil inside
He's a victor
But not a hero
Soon he will fall
Torn into pieces
With his silly jokes
Fascinated by beauty
He made a collection
Manipulating emotions
Like a piece of cake
No questioning
He's definitely the
Mastermind

An abrupt feeling
Ashamed to be acknowledge
But made its way through
Each loving hearts
Destructive if overrated
But a proof of true love
It would change you
Make you self conscious
And it will teach you the art of comparing
It would fill you with doubts
And questions
And in the end it would lead to fractures and cracks
That you can no longer repair
And soon everything you hold on to
Will slowly slip away
Until there's nothing left
Just because you let that
Pang of jealousy into you

In just a thought
I could make a poem or even a home
Making every words blend
or taking all the chores lend
In just a thought
I could be a captain or an evil villain
Learning how to sail
Or wishing you to fail
In just a though
I could get anything I wanted
I would be anyone I dreamed off
*Well, Its just a thought

My head spins
I think I'm losing my sanity
And all i can think of is you
Your voice
Such a beautiful melody
Makes me think of heaven
I feel like flying
So high i can't see anything
Your eyes
So consuming
Makes me tipsy every time i stare
I'm not drunk nor drugged
But baby, you made me feel
Intoxicated