"What is it about him?"
He is my change of weather
the snow in my summer
the sunburn in my winter
he spoils my blush-on with tears
of too much laughter or fears,
my roller coaster mood of the year

I hate him enough to leave but
love him too much to walk away
cause my whole world is all
*about him

Bleeding sounds like
an exotic pleasure
only if you want to be
inside me

My tired bones are aching
for the comfort of your blanket arms
you are missing from me
you said I'm your priority
I am losing my senses
as you make me stand on fences
but the funny part is
rather than fall asleep
all of me decided to fall in love instead

I'm still waiting for your impossible call
until the dawn is breaking as so does my heart

In August
with the shining sun
turned the trees to share the same color
as bright as your hazel eyes
where my heart met yours
from a "Hi" at 1 AM to a kiss at 5 AM
was the moment I discovered my Achilles' heels
located in each Summer I promise to greet
with you

Because you are
the one person
who can pump
my dead heartbeat
back to life
when all
I ever wish
for it
to just
stop

The crowd shouting
and the DJ yelling
to jump or put my hands up
the boombox blaring in my ears
—at least it’s stopping my tears
but I am feeling sleepy
I hate alcohol so I’m drinking Fiji
sitting down and awkwardly lonely
with my mind wondering
how lovely it will be to curled up
inside your warm bed only listening

to the night singing your melody
and fall asleep beside your body
but what a shame
you don’t give that option to me