2am is when the wolves call for me and I die slowly.

2am is when I end up sacrificing myself to you, so I can finally be quiet.

2am is when I won't fall asleep because all I have is this window to keep me company.
2am I look and see a tumbleweed in the streets, wandering aimlessly.

"That's my heart now set it free."

2am a song comes on the radio. It isn't familiar,  but it somehow describes everything I'm feeling, even right down to its melody.

2am I don't know who I am but all I know is I need a friend.

At 2am I will play this song until my head can't take it anymore. It's a mantra that won't stop repeating itself, and I love it.

2am I look into my sheets. I peer down and see your face. I reach to touch it but it fades away. Transparent you is very rude.

At 2am I will sing this tune I do not know. Therefore it will sound drunken, but I do not care because it reminds me of you.

2am where did you go? You used to be right next to me. Now all I have is oxygen filling the space where you would look at me and say, "I love you."

2am how did I end up this way?  I open my hands and see my veins. I hate them. I hate them because you used to run your fingers across them.

2am I grab the weapon of death. I can see my reflection even in the darkness. As my heart throbs of pain, my life is over and I am free, at 2am.

I honestly feel as if you dont love me.
I can't talk to you without you being selfish over your own sadness.
Well I am very ******* sad,  and I hope you know that I am very fake.
I am fake because I can't talk without faking my emotions.
My emotions have been so fake I don't even know what is real anymore.
Are you real?
Am I real?
I figured that you are real and I am fake.
I can hardly stand myself.
Please leave me alone to die.
I can't even tell you who I am anymore
because I have been doing this for years.
But if you want me to stop myself from taking my own life,
please know that you have no right to tell me what to do,
and I might do it anyway.
But before I die,
please tell me who I am.
I am lost.
Do not find me.

I've never really seen my heart,
I've never seen it break
or come back together.
But science told me, it's there.

I've never really seen my brain,
I've never seen myself think
or solve an equation.
But science told me, it's there.

I've never really seen you love someone,
Yet you say you love me
and want me here forever
Can science prove you wrong?

I'm giving up on you now,
I've never seen you so cold.
The x - rays have proved me wrong.
Science cannot help us, you are on fire.

They say that 1+1=2, and that is in fact true
but when it comes to me and you
1+1=1 not 2
for together we are one,
not 2