I honestly feel as if you dont love me.
I can't talk to you without you being selfish over your own sadness.
Well I am very ******* sad,  and I hope you know that I am very fake.
I am fake because I can't talk without faking my emotions.
My emotions have been so fake I don't even know what is real anymore.
Are you real?
Am I real?
I figured that you are real and I am fake.
I can hardly stand myself.
Please leave me alone to die.
I can't even tell you who I am anymore
because I have been doing this for years.
But if you want me to stop myself from taking my own life,
please know that you have no right to tell me what to do,
and I might do it anyway.
But before I die,
please tell me who I am.
I am lost.
Do not find me.