She may have had him
In a certain way that breaks my heart
But I have something
That probably tears her apart
I have all his love
Something she has never had
She can say she had his body
She can even say a couple times
But a body is nothing
Without a heart inside
She's just lonely
She wants to feel loved
So she shows them her body
And gives it all up
But a girl like her
Will never have what I have
Because a nice body
Is nothing without the heart inside
So, say you've had him
Try to break my heart
But I've had him in so many ways
You wouldn't understand the start.
Maybe one day someone will love you
And you will understand my pain
I can't wait to see that day
She may have had him
But I've got him in so many ways

Once you meet someone like him, there is no going back.
Once you meet someone like him, you don’t want anyone else.
You want the fire that burns in his soul
And the adventure that stirs in his heart.
You want the passion that he has for seeing the world
And the grace he has toward nature…
You want that silly laugh of his
And his calm, brown eyes to look into yours just one more time
And show his love for you
Without even saying it.
Someone like him isn’t someone you can just let out of your grasp
Without a fight.
But I’ve fought, I’ve fought so hard…
And maybe it’s time for me to just force my grasp open and let it go.
Maybe it’s time for me to let someone fight for me.

I’m glad I had the opportunity
To be your ocean
I’m sorry that my waves
Have crashed.
I hope that in the future
When the time is right
I will be able to soar again with you.
It’s difficult to feel
So alone and vulnerable.
At moments, I feel as if I have nobody
Who understands but myself.
The pain I feel in my heart
Brings me down at times
Throughout the day.
I feel drained
I don’t want to do anything
I just want to lay in my bed
And sleep.
Sleep is the only way
I can escape these pains
In my chest.
I wake up constantly at night
Unless I do something to help me forget.
The moment I awake
I feel that something is missing.
I have to force myself to eat
Because I don’t have an appetite.
I know that with time
I will grow out of this.
I’m trying with everything I have
To be strong
And it’s difficult.
Please know that
I am always here for you
If you ever need advice
Or just someone to talk to.
I believe the best relationships
Are the ones that you thrive in
The ones you grow as a person in
And the ones that make one another
Better for themselves.
I’m glad I was able to experience that.
Honestly, this love is like
Nothing I’ve experienced before
It’s better
It’s fuller
And it’s exceptional.
I think that’s why
It hurts so much
That I lost you.
I hope one day
Our hearts will combine again
As one.
Now just isn’t the right time
But know that I love you
And will always love you
No matter what happens.
My heart is hurting
But it’s for the best.