but really,
you've just never seen me not in love
with you.

i'm losing myself,
so i'm losing it all
trying to be somebody
in a city where nobody cares

i've got a lot to tell you
about how maybe
our story wasn't made to be told.

you asked me why you would leave,
when i'm all you could ever ask for.

i'm on a one-way street
playing a game that takes two.

maybe this time
you can figure out a new way
to flex your way out of this

April 14th, 2018:
we're caught up in his heart.
his belongs to me, but mine to someone else.
yours is only for him, but his is only mine.
i played along for long enough.
it's time for this to end.
it's time for everyone to know the truth.