Aarushi Vijay: Favorites

Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay

An Infinite Love Lost (10w)

Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay

A Love For Hatred

An Infinite Love Lost (10w)

I saw forever in your eyes. . .

Then you closed them.

Wrote this when I found out my husband was in love with another woman.

#love #sadness #death #10w

Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay

the beautiful things

Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay

Philosophical

the beautiful things

"do you love poetry?"
"yes, and art and books."
"so you love all the beautiful things, do you love yourself?"
"no."

*and i thought she loved all the beautiful things.

This happened last week. A conversation between the person I've fallen in love with and I.

#love #poetry #words #sad

Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay

flaws

Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay

Philosophical

flaws

you know you're in love when you notice every ******* flaw someone has and still think they're beautiful.

#love #words #thoughts

Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay

The problem with suicide

Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay

Matt

The problem with suicide

"The problem with suicide is that when it becomes an option in your mind, it's always an option."

#suicide #mind #problem #quote

Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay

demise

Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay

Philosophical

demise

we do not pluck
the most beautiful flowers
because we
want to destroy them
but because we
want to keep them *forever.

#love #sad #life #pain #death #thoughts #spilledink

Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay

the great escape

Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay

Philosophical

the great escape

I think being a writer is the only way to escape the darkness of reality.

It's my sweet escape.

#sad #life #thoughts

Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay

*

Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay

B

*

I want you to
run your fingers
through my soul
and learn things
about me that
even I myself
don't know about.

B.S.

Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay

Untitled

Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay

B

Untitled

I didn't realize
that loving you
limitlessly
would have the same
effect on my
body
as having a
few too many
drinks.
I guess I
should learn my
limit.*

B.S.

Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay

Hate

Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay

B

Hate

I hate you
I hate the way you laugh
I hate the way your eyes squint when you smile
I hate your long, skeleton-like fingers
I hate your freckles that scatter across your nose and cheeks
I hate your long legs
I hate your body
I hate your messy brown hair
I hate your bruised skin
I hate your knobby knees
I hate the way you laugh
I hate your voice
I hate how you wrinkle your forehead
I hate how you lock your heart away from people
I hate how negative you are
I hate how you let people use you
I hate how you can't tell people "no"
I hate how you give in so easily
I hate how you care about people who don't give a **** about you
I hate how you love people more than they love you
I hate how you fall for lies
I hate how you care about what people think
I hate how you try so hard to please people
I hate how ditzy you can be
I hate how you can be so clueless to the outside world
I hate how you make the same mistakes over and over again
I hate how you let things get to you
I hate how you're so forgiving
I hate how you give everyone a chance
I hate how you give people second chances when they don't deserve it
I hate how you feel guilty about everything even when you've done nothing wrong
I hate how you let people take advantage of you
I hate how sad you are
I hate how you hide your feelings
I hate how you bottle everything up until you blow
I hate how you break people's hearts
I hate how you don't care
I hate how you don't have motivation to do anything
I hate how you get annoyed so easily
I hate how you're willing to do anything for people who wouldn't even lift a finger for you
I hate how you give yourself to people to fill the void inside you
I hate how your body constantly shakes because you're always nervous about something
I hate how you feel trapped
I hate how your chest gets tight when you think about how much you miss him
I hate the way you treat yourself

I hate how much I hate myself*

B.S.