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 Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay
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 Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay
B
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I
Always
Wondered
Why
People
Consider
Me
A
Mystery
But
Then
I
Rea­lized
That
I
Don't
Even
Understand
Myself*

B.S.
 Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay
B
Let Go
 Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay
B
If he tells you he loves you but doesn't ever prove it, let him go.
If he pushes you down more than he picks you up, let him go.
If he doesn't make you smile like he did the first time you saw him, let him go.
If he's the reason why your pillow is soaked with tears every night, let him go.
If he ever threatens to leave you because he doesn't get his way, let him go.
If he's cracking your heart a little more everyday, let him go.
If he makes her smile while you're sitting alone crying, let him go.
If he makes you hate yourself, let him go.
If he tries to change you, let him go.
If he forces you into things you don't want, let him go.
If he's the reason for the empty feeling in your chest, let him go.
If he leaves and comes back whenever he pleases, let him go.
If you've given him more than one chance and he ***** up again, let him go.


Letting go is one of the hardest things to do, but sometimes there's nothing else you can do. Yeah, I know you love him. You're more important, though. I promise that you will be okay without him. Don't let him drag you down no matter how much you love him because I guarantee he doesn't love you as much as he claims to.



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 Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay
B
You don't love someone if you can leave them for days without warning.
You don't love someone if your happiness means more to you than theirs.
You don't love someone if you can lie straight to their face and not feel the slightest bit guilty.
You don't love someone if seeing them cry doesn't shred your heart to pieces.
You don't love someone if you get angry at them for being upset and they don't open up to you right away.
You don't love someone if you make them feel guilty for things that are out of their control.
You don't love someone if falling asleep to their voice isn't the most comforting thing to you.
You don't love someone if their laugh isn't your favorite sound.
You don't love someone if when you look into their eyes, you see a reflection of yourself.
You don't love someone if when you kiss them, your mind doesn't go completely fuzzy and you can still remember your name.
You don't love someone if being in their arms doesn't feel like home
You don't love someone if you allow your friends to talk badly about them and you agree.
You don't love someone if just hearing their name doesn't make you smile.
You don't love someone if making them happy isn't one of your top priorities.
You don't love someone if you can admit that they love you more.


    

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 Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay
B
Waves
 Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay
B
Your kisses feel
like waves
and I want
to swim on
your tongue*



B.S.
 Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay
B
Stardust
 Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay
B
I
could
shower
myself
in
stardust
and
I
still
wouldn't
shine
as
bright
as
her*


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 Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay
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Sun Kissed
 Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay
B
I have moon dust
floating in my
lungs
and millions of stars
twinkling
in my eyes
I'm just patiently waiting
to be
kissed
by the sun
so maybe then
you'll finally think I'm
beautiful

B.S.
 Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay
B
Have you ever looked at the night sky and pointed out the biggest, brightest star and imagined that maybe it's glowing so intensely because your soulmate is looking at that exact same star at the exact same time?


B.S.
 Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay
B
I cried myself an ocean and set sail on the rocky seas only to become shipwrecked on an island of all my broken dreams


B.S.
 Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay
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Theory
 Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay
B
So I have a theory. You know how they say that when you die in a dream, you die in real life? And you know how they say that when you die, your life replays itself? Well what if you think you're dying in a dream, but it's your life replaying itself because you're actually dead and how you died in the dream is how you died in real life and that's the last thing replaying before everything goes black?

                                B.S.
 Jun 2016 Aarushi Vijay
B
"Stop."
"Why?"
"Please just stop."
"Come on, you'll like it"
"No."
"Why not?"
"Just no."
"I'll make you feel so good."
"Please don't. "
"Tell me why."
"I'm not ready for that."
"I want you so bad."
"That's too bad."
"Come on baby."
"No.......please stop. Please."
"Why aren't you wet baby?"
"...."
"Go down."
"What?"
"Go down."
"No."
"Come on. Please?"
"No."
"Just for a second. Come on babe."
"I don't want to."
"Let me have you."
"No."
"****, please? Just go down for a second"
"I can't."
"Why?"
"I'm not ready. I don't want to."


This is where things got physical and God, let me tell you, I've never felt so violated. I hate myself. I ******* hate myself.



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