Would it be selfish of me if I wanted you to look for me in everything that you do? If I wanted you to smile every moment you thought of my name? If I wanted you to come back to me one day, asking for my love? That same love I repressed for so long because it loved too much. That same love that taught me the meaning of patience and forgiveness. Because I'd be so ready to give it to you.

I wish I could tell you how often the thought of you creeps itself into my mind. It's the simple things that do it, too.  Something so small like the way you grind your teeth in your sleep or the way your face crinkles when you smile while making that adorable laugh. Before long, I'll even find myself in conversation about you without realizing it. You're my first and last thought of the day.

I've been told I could do better, but you don't really get to choose who you fall in love with. I don't want "better". I just want you.
I have so much love to give, and it's only for you.

I wish I could tell you all these things. I'm okay, and I understand.

I saw you today
and my heart felt sad
sad for what could have been
what never will be

we made eye contact
and in those few seconds
there was so much I wish
I could convey

just give me a chance
just give me a chance
just give me a chance

but you looked away
and I kept walking

When I get those cute texts from my boyfriend.......


...............I close my eyes and wish I was still getting them from you

This **** is gonna blow up the fan